12/09/2008 15:16
slowly
Losing all pateince with myself and how yucky ajnd fat I am at the moment. Only one pair of jeans fits and I hate them. ANd I am job hunting so really can't spend any money on clothes. Miracle of miracle s have met a vute guy in this condition. A firefighter no less! But almost fear datign him as I only hva elike one shirt which makes me look cute at the moment and all cute underwear has long since been put in the "to wear later box". Eek. Ok, I must make some kind of random rule for myslef to get myself back in the 160s.... Exercise will be back on as of Dec 14th when I get back form long weekend away with friends, so can't count that till then as its bloody freezing out!!!! I am already totally blocking diary and refined carbs. Any other ideas from anyone on a wee kick start just to get me back into my jeans? I arrive back in ireland dec 28th and will join a gym and do a healthy show over there, but need to be able to look cute for NYE in london. NEED TO!!
12/06/2008 10:21
this time
trying to be good - ww food and meal replacements for breakfast as I tend to splurge on this meal! I miss my digital scale and am having to make do with the old school one at my parents house but will be hitting the gym this week so will use a balance or digital scale while I am there. ANd of mine and I have begun a challenge for whoever loses 7lbs first has to send the other one a cute pair of undies in thier new size, and my conpetative side is comgin out! I twice yesterday went to get the handful of chez mix which seems to be automatic when I walk past it and thought of challenge and said no! I did have two glasses of wine yesterday - but f it - I desrved it.
I have a date tonight and am feeeling the bulge harming my ability for cute dressing. maybe I'll hit up a store and try to find a new option on the cheap....
12/04/2008 18:18
ugh
I'm back and sick to death of this shit. Not the blog - which I have ignored - but not feeling 100% cause my jiggly belly is in the way of getting to my new life. Its on... :P
07/07/2008 17:16
oops
after losing like 18 pound sin the worst breakup I never bothered imagaining, I have recovered some of the heartache and all of the weight. Ya basta. Enough. Tomorrow is a new day. I need to log EVERYTHING I eat again and get to 10 st for my brothers wedding in novemeber, That;s it. x
06/04/2007 05:53
with her tails between her legs...
I am back and the same weight (minus .25 lbs) that I was a year a go when I joined this site. Not going t dwell though, just going to get on with it. I woke up this mornign and wrote a plan. I know how to do this, it is not rocket science, just slow hard-work combined with exercise.
I am living in London now, was pretty broke for a while, so couldn't afford a gym. I can't find a ww meeting near me either. A friend from DUblin flew over last week for my bday and brought my electric scale over with her as part of a bif bag of stuff which I couldn't fit on the plane with me the first time around. Seeing that I had undone my hard work was pretty disapointing.
I turned 25 last week and I am bridesmaid to my futre sister-in-law in a little over three months. No more joking ladies, you are about to see some serious change!
01/10/2007 04:38
Wednesday
Went to yoga last night. Was amazing. Why did I leave it so long? Crazy.
I am down a bit more. Getting closer to my pre-xmas eating patterns.
01/09/2007 05:25
Tuesday
Updated tracker. How gross is that? Insomnia conquered last night. I am well rested and off to yoga tonight with a girl friend. I have been making all my own meals and drinking TONS of water this week.
01/08/2007 06:15
January return
Hi all,
Back in work (with a computer) in Ireland after three weeks stateside for the holidays. I am currently floating at a weight I won't bother revealing till friday which is a week after my return flight. What seven days doesn't erase is permenent damage.
I am sssooo tired right now as I had a night of insomnia last night and can barely keep my eyes open.
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12/07/2006 04:56
Finally
So.. I saw a dip on the scale this morning. I am finally moving in the right direction again. I am now at 155, I am still 6.5 lbs above my low back in August. No rest for the wicked until I am back at my low. It was SO stupid to undo what had taken so much effort to achieve.
I didn't make it to the gym last night, I was at work until 8:30 instead. And then I had to go to a party for a guy I know who is moving back to Brazil. I somehow had a bottle of wine, 8 crackers with salsa and four potato wedges for dinner. My loss appearing today instead of the day before when I had eaten three healthy/ well proportioned meals and worked my ass off at the gym defies all logic.
12/06/2006 05:45
No Change
I earned another 5 APs yesterday, bringin the week total to 12.6 after just two days. That's just a few points behaind last week's total in two days!
I still haven't seen any change in weight though. Just a fluttering between 156-158. Today I am exactly 157. WTF? I really wanted to be 150 when I flew home as I don't have a gym and will be there three weeks, but it looks like it won't happen now :(.
I will continue my gym everyday until home challenge though.
