Crazy Busy

Hi every one!! I haven't had a chance to write these last few days cuz things have been so busy around here. This is the first time I've been able to sit today and it's already 5 min. to 10 (pm)! It sure feels good, but I'll have to make it quick cuz I still have a few more things to do.

Just want to say that I'm down another 5 lbs. so that makes 7 in my first week!! YAY!!

I haven't been dieting, although I was gonna. I'm trying not to pig out and I'm drinking TONS of water. For those of you thinking it's mainly water weight, I just want to say, I DON'T CARE!! It's still gone isn't it? Thats enough for me.

I wish I could write more, but I really have to go! I hope everyones having as great a week as I did.

another day

So here I am again. The scale was the same again today. I have to admit that I wasn't as good as I wanted to be yesterday. I didn't have time to go shopping so I had to eat what I had in the house and I have to say it wasn't that healthy. No details!! I did get in about a 30 min walk and I cleaned all day so I wasn't lazy and that makes me feel better. Tomorrow is payday so I plan on going shopping as soon as I drop my little man off at school. I'm goona make out my grocery list so I'll be sure to have lots of good things to eat. My poor husband always tends to lose weight everytime I diet. Thats probably a good thing, but I feel kinda guilty!

Ok, heres my new goal. I have 2 sisters. One is 2 yrs older and one is almost 10 yrs. younger. They are both very tiny. They are both shorter than me and are very small boned. I, on the other hand, take after my fathers side and am taller then them and have a very curvy body. By that I mean I have DD cup breasts, no matter how much I weigh, I can't get below a D. My sisters both look like boys. I have a big booty and they have none. My waist is kinda small, but I definetely have hips. They have that cute little waist with no hips. You get the idea. Well, as of now, I'm wearing a size 12 and it sucks! They are a size 6(older) and 2(younger). Really. They never have to diet. Well, my younger sister lives in Florida and I haven't seen her in 8 yrs. I see my older sister all the time since she lives in Michigan too. This July my little sister is finally coming to visit so we were talking about getting a sisters picture taken together. I'm kind of excited but I know I'll look HUGE compared to them, so I have to do all I can to lose 20lbs before she gets here. The smallest I've ever been able to get down to is size 8 so I want to try to be somewhere between that and a 10 before then.  I'm gonna need lots of support!!!! I really wanna do this.

By the way, is anyone having a hard time logging into the phen forums? I just joined the 20th and by the 22nd everytime I try to log in it tells me I've been denied access. I have NO idea what I did. I've tried contacting them several times to find out what was going on, but they haven't answered me yet. I even read all the things I posted, my screen name was mistyr, and couldn't find anything wrong! It really sucks cuz I was looking for some buddies for support, and got several private messages from them, but I can't send any replies till this gets resolved. This sucks!! Oh well....

First blog

Well, here I go. I'm not much of a writer but I'll do my best.

I got on the scale first thing this morning and it said I was down 4lbs so that was a great way to wake up!! After a while though, I was felling pretty good and jumped back on and it said that I was only down 2?!, but after getting off, the arrow pointed at 2 instead of zero so I think it just needed to be adjusted again. So I reset it, but didn't get back on for fear of jinxing it!!! I'll check again in the morning.

I'm thinking of dragging out my weight watchers books again and doing that for awhile. I did it b4 a couple of years ago and reached my goal weight (which is the same as  I want to reach here), but I stopped going and started eating unhealthily again. The nice thing was that I didn't gain it back right away. It took a long time to gain it back and I still don't weigh as much as I did when I started it. I'm kinda scared though cuz if I get it out, I'm really commiting myself. I'll really have to do this. Do I want this bad enough????.........yeah, I do!

Well, I huess I could tell you a little about me. I'm 33, been married 13yrs (highschool sweetheart) and have 1 little man who just turned 11. I'm supposed to be a stay at home mom, but I'm not home too often!! It seems as if theres always something that needs to be done. I help out at the school alot and do a lot of volunteer work for my church. I do as much as I can during the day, then when school gets out I pick up my son, my niece, and my best friends daughter. I drop my neice off at her moms work and take my friends daughter home with me till she gets out of work. She's a widow whose husband died when her little girl was 2 so I try to help out as much as I can. Thats what friends are for right?

Well, I guess I should shut up now and get my but up to excercise. It's now or never!!!! I can blog anytime, but my time for myself is limited so I should put it to good use.

Good luck everyone!!!