Pity Party of 1, your table is ready!
**WARNING! WHINING BELOW!**
I am feeling overwhelmed, tired and generally out of sorts. I feel like everything in my life is pulling at me and has to be handled RIGHTNOWTHISVERYINSTANT! I hate this feeling!
This is my psycho life in a nutshell: I am working on my MBA as a full time student (finishing in April 2008). I have a full-time job. I run a small business from home (I'm trustee for 14 special needs trusts. I am working on establishing another business (DH will be doing this one and it's not so small - he will be able to do it full time and not work outside the home) where we will serve as financial representatives for 150 developmentally disabled clients. I am a Pranic Healer (energy healing) and working on growing a client base. *GAH! Holistic Arts Festival this Sunday - will be doing healings all day! How could I forget!*
Then we have the stuff that I'm not even getting to - namely fixing up the old homestead. My house is over 50 years old and the previous owner neglected it something fierce so it needs a lot of TLC and work. My swimming pool is green because we haven't cleaned it yet to start the season and it's now JULY. DH and I had a goal - every other weekend we would take a couple of hours and run away and do something nice together. We'd go to the movies, go walking down by the river in the nature preserve, go to the shooting range, etc. We have done 1 thing in the past 3 months.
I just feel so freaking overwhelmed! When I look at everything that is hovering, waiting for my attention, I freeze like a deer in the headlights. There is sooooooo much to do that I am exhausted and fed up before I even start.
The worst part is that I am not concentrating on my protein and fluids. i am not even getting the minimum in! I know this slows my weight loss to a crawl, even after surgery. Why can't I even take care of the one thing that I went under the damn knife to fix?!?!?!?
ICK! BLECH! PTOOEY! I hate this kind of mood!
<crawling back in my hole to hide until mood is gone>