Checking in....
Well, yesterday was weigh-in and I am down 45 pounds. On one hand, I'm really excited about that and on the other hand I'm irritated that I haven't lost more. isn't that typical? I can't really enjoy the success I'm having because I don't think it's enough. I'm still stuck on the nutritionist telling me back on the 2nd that I was losing more slowly than normal. I know I'm doing well. My clothes are fitting differently, I move so much better now, I walk faster - WHY OH WHY CAN'T I CELEBRATE THAT?!?!?!? Why do I have to keep thinking about being told that I'm losing slower than normal? Talk about all those old feelings of failure coming up again! Sigh....
Ok, ick. I'm going to take my ugly mood and go away. I promise that when I come back, I will be back to my sunshiny happy self!