I have got to close my eyes
hello my weight or diary blog !
I am so tired, mostly because i slept 04:00 am last night, done absolutely nothing for my project, and now, i feel so week.
I had my Deutsch class until 20:30, at the end of the class, i remembered that baby love has a dance class some place near my university, the thought just made me bright and sharp.
I made my mind, i literally jumped out of calls , running to my car, asked few people around about the road, and just drove to maybe i could find him ! Maybe because i had no idea, where the place was, which name the class or salon had etc !
Just with my intuition, and what i call, " what is meant to happen will always happened" i stopped in few places, and by the time i was there, i just simply heard a quick sound track of music and guessed he would be there !
I waited outside of the back door ! It was just unbelievable for myself also that after 2 minutes that i was waiting behind the close door, under snowing sky, he came out of the saloon and i just knocked the door ! He and his face showed the chock of his life... and i smiled happily
I drove him back to his home, on our way we just said how lovely the whether is when its chaotic and snowing :D we both love this kind of snowing ! and he tried to tell me about his weeks, i just listed, he asked if my school does well and i said yes !
And now, after i dropped him, even he asked me to come up for cup of tea, and i couldn'taccept, i miss him terribly much .. I want to just hug him, I missed him a lot.. I miss his warm body. I am just a second away from calling him and driving to his house.. There for i have to make my self to go to bed ! to avoid all stupidities !
My food log is here :
Breakfast: Fiber fill cornflakes
Lunch: little rice salad
Dinner: little portion of rice fruits
good night ..
PS. tomorrow night i will be at cruse..