Welcome to the Yo-Yo
I've been doing a terrible job of giving a rat's ass about my eating the last week and a half. Part of it is related to PMS, part to Easter and the massive amount of pressure from the Easter Bunny, and the rest is pure laziness and lack of preparation. I've been eating like crap, and it shows on the scale. No, I'm not kidding that I'm back to 209ish...ugh.
Where the hell is my motivation all of a sudden? I have no clue. I had one good week and then one day forgot my lunch and it went downhill again. I have a good meal here and there, but not often enough to make a damned bit of a difference.
Someone kick my ass, please. I know I need to make the effort. And I know I can make the effort if I try. I need to desire to try again. It seems that fitting into that pair of size 14 jeans just didn't do the trick to keep me going. Damnit.
I did get to the grocery store last night. Spent about $140 on all sorts of good food. Now I just have to cook it...and then remember to take it to work in the mornings.