01/29/2007 08:39
Manic Monday
I’m glad the weekend is over.
If I learned anything in the past 63 hours, it was that I’m not ready to stop taking antidepressants…which means a trip to my new doctor must be scheduled this week.
Damnit!!
I thought I was doing so well, but this weekend really did me in.
The girls weren’t terrors, but every little thing they did put me on edge.
I hate feeling that way.
I hate yelling at my children; they certainly don’t deserve it.
Yesterday was especially bad.
At one point, I found myself curled up in a ball bawling upstairs while they were downstairs making a huge racket with some silly game they were playing.
Sometimes, I guess, drugs
are the answer.
*sigh*
I feel horrible that I can’t be with my children for an entire weekend without freaking out.
It’s not healthy…for any of us.