Starting line

 I am scared to death of not making it past the first 10 pounds....or even making it to the first 10....I am 25 years young and have always been over weight. I was once 332lbs, and I made it to 279lbs....that is a wopping 53lds gone. And now I have managed to put 14lbs back on. I am soooooo afraid of 300 again.  I want to be a mother, I am happily married to a wonderful man who loves me for me. He wants to have children too but will not try right now because he is afraid of my health if I become pregnant.  I don't blame him I am afraid to.  So this is the starting line of my new journey.....to the rest of my life.     Kristi