06/19/2009 14:54
Day Three - Good Morning
This morning was pretty good, I have learned to get up a little before my normal waking time and take my pill and then go back to bed. then by the time I get up shower and get ready it is time for me to be able to eat. Although I find myself again this morning with no desire what so ever to eat.. which I know is the point of this whole thing, but I am afraid I am not going to eat enough and that it will cause me to not lose weight. I barely got 1000 calories yestarday... before this I was eating 2500+ calories a day... Last night it took all of me to eat dinner. This is a wonderful feeling for me. to finally not have food control my every waking moment. So I will just go with the flow and figure it will work it self out.
I am soo bummed by the rain today.. I will have to figure out somewhere in the office to walk. Scott worked late last night and so I didn't get my second walk in, but I could have walked in the house so it is really only my fault I didn't walk. I can't blame anyone but me for my failings in the endeavor. It is time I own up and say I am to blame...
There I said it, I feel better...
