Obsessed

Hubby and I went for a walk last night and he asked me if I think I am getting obsessed with weightloss.  Seriously I really feel it has control over me like the food did at one point.  I soo much want to be thin again and it's hard not to think of anything but THAT.  It took a long time for me to be the weight I am and I know it's going to take a long time to get it off again.  I think I am a true American...I want it NOW!!! I want to be back in my wedding dress and feeling sexy again NOW!!!!  I really need to stop this obsession and realize that it will come off in time and I will be back to the real me.  I seriously may take a break from blogging until I can balance this stuff all out.  Who knows check in tomorrow and you will see.....Say a prayer for me!!!!