04/22/2010 00:19
Still at it!
Worked out again last night. So far, aside from Sunday, it'll have been a week tomorrow that I've been at this. I've worked out 5 out of 6 days and will work out today too. I'm trying SO HARD. I really want to lose this weight this time. I want to get it off this year. No more waiting, no more procrastination, I want it gone. I'm sick and tired of feeling like shit about myself. I'm tired of seeing pictures and wanting to delete them or praying to God people don't see them. I'm tired of seeing my reflection in a mirror somewhere and wanting to just go home. =*( There was a time when I felt good. I want that back. I miss that. I NEED THAT.