Well, the scale won't budge. I'm working out and it's not coming off. I feel better at least. That counts, right? Remember in my last post I said that I wasn't sure I'd be able to wait the whole week to work out, well, I was right. I just can't start a routine and then stop it. If I do that I won't continue it, and that's not good. So I ended up not being able to work out on Sunday, after 3 days in a row, but then DID on fact work out Monday, and will do it again tonight after I'm off of here. I HAVE to lose this weight. I've seen recent pics of me on Facebook and it's depressing. I know I've looked better in the past year and I want to get there again. I need to get down at least to 135, maybe 125 is a bit much, I still don't know, but I have to do at least 135. That's 20 more pounds. I don't like seeing myself in a pic and feeling ashamed. I'm ashamed of enough as it is, I don't want to be ashamed of my appearance too. I'm really keeping a close eye on what I eat, drink, and the energy I expand. I'm trying SO HARD to do this. I want this SO BAD!

Give it time.  If you're doing what you know is right the scale will take care of itself. 

 

I was just in SLO for the weekend :O)