04/17/2010 17:44
I'm doing it.
Whoa, it isn't easy. I've really let myself get out of shape. So far I've stuck to the schedule. Now, I have my kids this weekend, so I'm going to have to figure out when I can squeeze in exercise tomorrow since I work too. We'll see if I can. This might be a 3 work-out week. However, I've done it Thurs. Fri. AND just finished today too, so I've stuck to my plan. I'm happy about that. I'm encouraged. I saw my counselor yesterday and I think that helped as well. There is a lot of guilt in me about my situation and being where I'm at, it's hard for me to let go, and I tend to eat my feelings, that's not good. I need to get back into the routine where if I want to eat (out of emotion) I do sit up's or push up's or something physical. At least I'm doing better so far. I had purchased these work-out shorts at Old Navy thinking no problem, they'll fit, I'm not gonna try them on. Well, they looked AWFUL! Even for my own home I wasn't going to wear them. I can wear them now. =) I'd still like to look better in them, but at least they're not all bunched up, lol.
So yeah, that's my update. I'm doing better, trying to keep my routine and doing well so far! Maybe once I'm back in better shape I'll have more energy to work out during the week. It seems so far from Sunday to Thursday to not work out. I don't want to get out of my routine. =/ We'll see what I can come up with. I also don't want to burn myself out and then give up altogether either. Well, that's it for now, I have to leave to pick up my kids soon. Hope everyone is doing well and on their way to that dreaded bathing suit season!!! lol.

