I am back!!
I am back, girls! Really, I am! I am still processing some thoughts and plans, but I also decided it was time to do something. So, I bought myself a 3 month phase with weightwatchers online, simply because I realize that even if I am mostly able to cope on my own and without control, right now I just simply can't summon the strength to do that. Thus I decided to help myself along a bit by having that extra pressure. I want nothing more than to be healthy again and feel well in my body. And having that online thing that I actually pay for using should help a lot. So far I do very well with it and today marks day 2 OP.
Also, this kind of gets my inner motivation going. I am a bit of a competer, especially against myself, and so I plan to go very clean on this. I have 12 more weeks until my 32nd birthday and I am determined to have a big change in my body and my overall feeling untill then. i would love to be able to treat myself to a bit of a shopping spree on my birthday - in a smaller size than right now, preferably!!
I still have a few little ideas flying around in my head which I really want to write down and so have more control of. For now I am set up with a good skeleton of a plan and great instruments to work with. Just a the right time, too, I might add, as my big boy has a severe cold right now, which has him coughing at nights..... subsequently I don't sleep very well. Always a huge danger zone for me, as that tends to let me slip. But not this time!!
