01/07/2009 00:36
Wow how time flies...
I can't believe it's been almost a year since I've been here.
I did lose motivation and I did gain weight. But I am slowly coming down again. And I still don't have much motivation to lose weight... I just don't want to gain anymore. I guess that's been my goal for the past year after I finally put my foot down... not to put on more weight.
Even now I don't want to make any dramatic changes. I just want to concentrate on eating less of whatever I'm eating. Baby steps. It's not like I eat very unhealthy anyways apart from the chocolate. But I'm just trying to eat less chocolate for now.
The last time I checked my weight, which wasn't too long ago, was my last doctors appointment and I weighed in at 109 kilos.... don't know how many pounds that is... just know that it's a lot. I'm sure even now I'm ten pounds heavier than my last entry. But it could be worse.... I went all the way up past 115 kilos sometime in the middle of last year.
Anyways, as tempted as I am to buy a scale... I'm not. Because it will only drive me crazy. I guess I'll only weigh myself when I am at my friends house or at the doctors. And I am going to try and blog more again. But everybody I used to talk to don't blog much anymore. :( Where'd you guys all go?!