get into the swing of things i know i can do it!! Im going getting my hair cut at 11am not sure whether to go for a new style,after my hairs done i might go to tesco if i have time and stock up on new healthy food for some reason if i know biscuits are in the house i have to eat them even if i have a big motivation boost i still fail at the sight of them maybe its just a habit i need to beat.I drink alot of cola and thats prob the biggest reason for my weight gain over the past few weeks ive drank loads and i know its bad i just need to stop drinking that stuff.Another big task for me is exercise i am so lazy when it comes to exercise i wont make excuses i am lazy but i need to tackle that too and get motivated to get fit.Ive lost 30lbs so far and my belly is starting to sag i need exercise to help tone my body up.Plus i want to lose a few stone for summer.
I really do need a kick up the arse ive lost 30lbs and i dont want to gain or just stay at that i want to lose at least another 40lbs for summer.
feeling abit down feels like its going to take me forever to get to goal.Ive promised myself this week i am going to do more exercise i am going to do my workout dvd at least 3 times and try and get on my exercise bike for 30mins a day.I need to get more active maybe it will speed things up abit i want to look good for summer even if im a size 14 that would be fab!!
I took before pics last week so if im brave enough i will post them lol,gonna take pics again the end of april to see if there is a difference.
hello shrinking people im going to start using my blog more to help me keep motivated.Im dreading my weigh in again especially after last weeks 6lbs gain im hoping it was a fault in the scales but who am i kidding?
Ive been staying at my fellas house who he shared for a bit with his ex and hes got her hangers still and it depresses me because shes smaller than me,how stupids that? im getting jealous over a hanger lol.I know he loves me for me and ex's are ex's for a reason but i think with me being over weight is making me insecure and i cant feel sexy for him.One thing i look forward to is wearing sexy underwear
we have been in talks about buying a house together so hopefully things will happen soon i know i want to spend the rest of my life with him and cant wait to live with him.I really want to marry him too i asked him whether he believes in woman proposing with it being a leap year and hes told me he wants to propose so dont know how long i will be waiting lol.Im so happy with how my life is going apart from my weight but im sure that wont be an issue for much longer!
i weighed in last week and have gained 6lbs in a week i know ive been bad but not that bad im starting to think i didnt lose 8lbs in the first place.Im going to weigh myself again tommorow see how i did this week.
Just want to say sorry for not keeping in touch with my buddies i hope your doing great! Ive started being good again this week xmas is over and no more junk in the house to eat woooo.I just need to tackle exercise now.
i am aiming to lose 10lbs for valentines day going to be my first weigh in on monday wish me luck!!
well i aimed to get to a size 18 for xmas and that didnt happen i know i was naughty drinking at weekends and going out eating.Plus xmas has gained me a few lbs i let my self let my hair down because i know i will get back on track i will aim to get to a size 18 for the end of feb so that gives me 8weeks roughly.I havent seen how much i have gained over xmas but will weigh in on monday. me and ant are gonna join a hym together to help get in shape.
I will let you know how much i gained over xmas and how much i have lost from my first week being good.
hope everyone had a brill time over xmas and new year!!
Ive not been on for a while which i know i should because it helps me get motivated with the help from people on here who take the time to read my blog .Well another week gone 4lbs down dont know how because ive been bad or maybe im just being to hard on myself.I need to start keeping a diary of what ive eaten to help me.
Im really happy at the moment ive got a new fella and hes really sweet,he likes me for who i am and can see past my weight which is good.Ive never felt like this before with anyone and we have only dated just over a week its kinda scary but nice aswell i get butterflys all the time,hehe im like a big kid!!
im sat in a size 20 jeans :-) was in size 24 pants when i went to magaluf in july,i know ive got alot more to lose and hope i can be in a size 18 for christmas that would be amazing setting a goal and actually achieving it for the first time.Now ive got a new man i really want to look good in some sexy underwear so when i get to my goal of a size 18 im gonna treat myself and then i want to be a size 16 by jan/feb.
Nows the time to focus and not slip off my healthy track just because ive got a fella i need to do this for me ive been so unhappy with my weight since i can remember and i dont want to waste anymore of my 20's in size 20 clothes.My biggest downfall is i dont do enough exercise so this week im going to aim to get more active but not just for this week for life!! i gotta fit in a healthy routine.
My target is to get to goal just before my 23rd birthday so ive got about 6months to lose about 7stone sounds alot but i know once i get into my exercise it will come off quicker because ive never been active really.For my 23rd birthday im gonna celelbrate it in style and it will be a double celebration because i will be at goal by then!! were all gonna go into manchester dressed as pirates and ive seen my outfit already but then again by the time june comes i might have thought of a better theme.
Anyways typing this has motivated me so i best do it regular lol.hope everyone is doing well!!
I am getting there slowly but surely im now 18st 3lbs so that means ive lost nearly a stone since july which is good!!
I have also found out i can pull men as not all men want skinny women so thats good to know lol ive met this guy hes really fit we meet up regular and share a few snogs aint going out with him but its nice to have the attention lol.
I start college on monday so i will defo feel fat there with all skinny girls lol but im gonna be slim next summer who cares i really dont care how long it takes to lose my weight because slow is the best way but i really want to get out of size 20 clothes !! so that is my first mini goal to be a size 18 for christmas 2007. will weigh in again at the end of september i hope to lose 7lbs wish me luck xx
i know i can do it!! Im going getting my hair cut at 11am not sure whether to go for a new style,after my hairs done i might go to tesco if i have time and stock up on new healthy food for some reason if i know biscuits are in the house i have to eat them even if i have a big motivation boost i still fail at the sight of them maybe its just a habit i need to beat.I drink alot of cola and thats prob the biggest reason for my weight gain over the past few weeks ive drank loads and i know its bad i just need to stop drinking that stuff.Another big task for me is exercise i am so lazy when it comes to exercise i wont make excuses i am lazy but i need to tackle that too and get motivated to get fit.Ive lost 30lbs so far and my belly is starting to sag i need exercise to help tone my body up.Plus i want to lose a few stone for summer.
im going to start using my blog more to help me keep motivated.Im dreading my weigh in again especially after last weeks 6lbs gain im hoping it was a fault in the scales but who am i kidding?
i know ive been bad but not that bad im starting to think i didnt lose 8lbs in the first place.Im going to weigh myself again tommorow see how i did this week.
having a tough few weeks ive lost my motivation.Need to get back on track
i really dont care how long it takes to lose my weight because slow is the best way but i really want to get out of size 20 clothes !! so that is my first mini goal to be a size 18 for christmas 2007. will weigh in again at the end of september i hope to lose 7lbs wish me luck xx