new beginning....starts now??
Hey, I havent been on for a while now and I am still very much over weight.
I really dont know what it is that doesn't motivate me when i know being slim is of course better than being the size of a whale, it is so frustrating.
I guess I just have to dust myself off and try again, that's all you can do isn't it is try!!
I think my problem is I have never been slim so have never felt good about being slim and feel that i am only driven to that path because of the way the world is ANTI FLAB!
Im sick of these magazines writing bad stuff about people who carry a bit of extra weight like me and do you know what makes me even more sicker that if a huge(as in famous) celeb who is slim has let herself go abit they write all kinds of horrible articles and snap pics of unflattering angles which is just so wrong because these celebs are still skinner than an average person anyway.
No wonder there are eating disorders out there!!
Any way i can rant all day but it wont change anything. Just want to find friends not just SLIMMING BUDDIES but friends that can talk about everything as i find slimming talk boring when you aint doing well lol.
I know once i get into the swing of things i can maintain a healthy weight.
I hope there are other people out there that want to be my friend so please message me :-)
hope to hear from you soon!
shell x