here i am again....

dam just wrote a whole blog and messed it up and lost it grrrr great start lol.

here i go again...

hello,

been off the wagon for a while and ive gained most of the weight i lost last year i am roughly 18st 7lbs but thats going off my dodgy old scales anyways...

ive just ordered some new scales which should arrive tommorow morning (fingers crossed) so when they come i can log my weight,ive already done my measurements

alots been happening for me and my health in past few weeks ive just been diagnoised with polycystic ovaries or pcos for short.

me and my partner are trying to concieve at the moment and was a bit of a shock when i found out but the best thing for me to do is to lose weight.

on wednesday i am getting a mole checked which has changed colour which i am worried about so getting that checked to make sure everythings fine.

over weekend became very ill and sunday night couldnt sleep as i couldnt breathe my asthma was really bad and inhaler wasnt helping  i felt like i was coming down with a cold and had the shivers but they went and my chest got worse so i went to the doctors yesturday and he said i have a nasty chest infection and i am on 8 pills of steriods aday now for a whole week,plus ive been given some penicillin tablets to help get rid of sores on my boobs (caused by being overweight) so you can imagen im out of it lol.

as you can see asthama,sores on boobs are a because of my weight and not eating healthy has made my immune system weak so i get ill easily so it made me decide enough is enough!! 

so here's the plan...

goals

7lb aim at a time

drink more water

cut out carbs

30mins exercise bike a day

reasons

to be healthy

to be happy

to wear nice clothes

help me bring back my confidence

to make me proud

ok so we didnt have a nice summer here in the uk as per usual tut but now i have my head screwed on i will aim to get to goal for next summer and who knows i might be able to show off my figure like this

plus the fact that my boyfriend fancys her lol.but theres no chance of me wearing a bikini in this country if we have a repeat performance like this so when i get to goal im gonna treat myself to a nice holiday

shell xx