One year later...
It's nearly one year from the last post, and a lot happened! The most important change is that I had, finally, a successful pregnancy and a second little daughter! I also moved my house and now I'm living in a country village, not in the big city anymore...
During the pregnancy I felt no need to binge eating, and I was very careful not to gain too much weight; in the end, I LOST (yes!!!) 9 kilos. Unfortunately, just after delivering, I started again to feel the need of bingeing, and I'm doing it (again) almost every day...So I just regained 5 of the 9 kg I lost, and I started to feel really depressed. It was like there was no way to modify my behaviour with the food!
Finally I found a place where I can ask for help; they treat Binge Eating Disorder and other disorder about food. Next week I will have my first appointment. I hope it will be the beginning of a successful road...

