I'm back to the start gate...
In these past months I didn't write anymore, as I was not dieting. To be totally true, I was binge eating like before, nearly everyday.
In addition I'm trying again to get pregnant (unsuccessfully, till now), and I'm taking again meds for IVF. The results are that I gained all the weight i lost 1 more kilo...
But I'm feeling really bad, I start to have phisical problems, it's so eavy also to walk (I used to be a very good walker...). So I must try again: I'm going to diet, even if taking meds and doing IVF it is a very difficult thing! But I also have to think that, should I get pregnant, the more I weight the more possibilities for problems during pregnancy.
I know that if I will get pregnant (my next try is at the end of this month) I will only have to watch not to gain too much weight, but it will be important in any case to chose the right food and to eat well.
If I will not succeed with IVF, I will keep on dieting and I want to reach my first goal (64 kilos) for the summer.
I'm also trying to find a good centre for medical and psychological support: I know that bingeing is my worst enemy!