Emotional Eater

Emotional Eater

My Profile

  • Name: Maxine
  • City: Locarno
  • Region: Ticino
  • Country: Switzerland

My Weight Loss

Height: 175.0cm
Start weight: 67.00kg
Current weight: 67.30kg
Goal weight: 60.00kg
Lost to date: -0.30kg
Remaining: 7.30kg

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Before After

10.11.09

1 caffé
4 tranches viandes séchée
1 pomme
1 cappucino
1 banane
2 oeuf
2 poignée biscuits apéritif

I want to be glamouriose

 

Hello
 
Hope you are doing good. I am. Losing weight and directing my life in the right direction. For the last, let say 6 month, I was so depress that I ate everything around, not caring. I had no plan in life, just knowing, I didn’t want to stay in Geneva any longer, and finding my job boring. Fortunately I have a great manager which offer me to work in the new office of my company near Lugano and to do a training in Milano to be able to speak fluently Italian.
 
It was exactly what I needed. A project a enough time to get myself better. I have four month exactly (I will start the 1st week of January) to lose weight and gain confidence. I don’t know why but I always get more confidence in myself when I am thinner.
 
So here is my weight plan :
 
Today 72.5 kg
1st of October between 71 and 69 kg
1st of November between 69 and 66 kg
1st of December between 67 and 63 kg
1st of January between 65 and 60 kg
 
My weight dream is 60 kg but I know it will be nearly impossible. So I put some limit to be sure to meet my goal. For September won’t be to difficult because I have 2 weeks of holiday and I sleep a lot when I am on holiday. I also have to save money so I can not afford spending a lot on food.
 
But I not only want to be thin for January I want to look great. You know be the kind of person people look at and say “my god she is so hot, sexy, glamour, I really want to meet her”. I don’t know how to do that but first step it surely taking care better of myself. So first goal for September is not beating my nail, because that not glamorous at all and false nail cost too much money.
 
I’m an fan of the show MADE and I really would like to do the same. Take a before picture and an after an be impress by the difference.
 
Have a nice day
 
Maxine

Italy here I come

So much happen in the laste month. I put on weight really, that's bad but I found a new job. I'm going to do a trainship in a big hotel (600 rooms) in Milano Italy. I'm really happy even if my Italian isn't so good. I want to look good by the end of the year. I'm at work so don't have time to post much and have to go. Will post later today.

Not good at posting...

I'm not good at posting, every time I lost control I stop posting. I gain a lot of weight between Christmas, New Year. In January I went away to do some replacment work in an other city so I left the gym and without sports I am out of control.

But I'm back and form now hope to do good.

I'm stressed

The big party is on Saturday and I have a lot to do. We will be 138 people that's more that we have planned. I receive my dress buti it doesn't fit me at all. But I found a nice skirt with a black top and a blouse. I'm dieting quiet hard this week to look good and I will try to take picture. I have an appointement to the hairdresser this afternoon, the beauty salon tomorow morning and to the nails maker (don't know the name in English) Saturday morning.  I also have my belly dancing class on Saturday morning and I need to be by 2 am at the place to make the decoration. Right now I have some ironing, whasing and cleaning my house to do.

Have a nice day

 

It 8.00 am...

and I'm awake because the man that repear my "vitroceram" is in my kitchen. Why did he have to come so early ???? Annoy because it was nearly 1 am when I went to bed yesterday and I need more sleep. I'm woking evening shift so I won't go to work until 2 this afternoon.

I just realize there is only one month before Christmas. I really have to be good and stop eating all this crap junk food and lose weight. I should surely wait this guys finish is work in my kitchen and go to the gym.

Tired, so tired...

Hi everbody. Today I'm so tired it's terrible. I didn't do anything special except eating unhealthy thing yesterday. I slept nearly 10 hours so I should be fine, but not at all. I'm sleepy. I should go the gym this afternoon to compensate all my bad eating but I do not  feel like going. But I have a good news. I have found a gym buddy. On of my friend is thinking of joining my gym and that will be so fun if she does, and it'll motivate me. I really look for that. An other think that I found nice today is that I can access to EP from my work computer. This is so great as noramlly it's should be blocked by the protection system.

I'm down really down

I'm falling, actually my mood is falling down. I'm feeling so bad. Why ? Because of my life in general and more precisely because I ate so much awreful things. Everything started when I went home and seen that my hitting was not working. So now I do have electricity in my kichen, don't have eating and don't have hot water  Until Monday nothing will be done. I'm thinking to leave in the hotel for the week-end. Anyway I ate a lot of food to relax myself. Emotional eater I'm.

Weather and mood !

Does the weather infect you mood ? It does for me. And today was a rainy awrfull day so my mood was not so good. I went to the gym did 45 minutes of elliptical feel good. However I have trouble with the electricity in my kitchen and it's annoy me. I had to call my the person which rent me my flat and then he came to check. It can't do anything so somebody will have to come tomorow.  This influence and for the moment I'm not hungry but eating graps because I'm angry and stressed...

Have a nice evening

I choose the 2nd one...

Hi everbody, hope you had a good day. Finally I chose the second one. It will take around 2 weeks for the dress to come to me and I'm even not sure it will fit but I hope so. I will find an other thing to wear just in case. Of course I will post pictures. I went food shopping and bought a lot of fruits and vegetables. I have seen on the TV last night that orange/red fruit/vegetable will make you a more luminous skin so I went to try.

Did good today, but maybe ate a little too much. A tuna salad with a apple compote for lunch, a cereal bar as snack and then for dinner a plate of vegetable with a vanilla cream and a dry fig. Did 30 minutes of gym at home just exercice and walk to the supermarket.

Thank you for commenting and have a nice evening.

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