14 Days and Counting...
If I can hold under 160 for two more weeks... WW is free. That's really all I want right now. I want to stop paying money. LOL
I had to miss the meeting today because I have a final presentation due on Monday for one of my classes, papers to grade, a lecture to prepare, and another paper to start... Yay for the end of the semester! *shakes head no*
Other than that, life is going pretty smoothly. I have a month to prepare myself to move out of my apartment and then remove in August.
I'm slowly, but surely working on this whole self-esteem issue I've had since I've started losing weight... the whole "I still see myself as the 252 lb. girl when I look in the mirror" deal. It's a little frustrating because I want to see the "thin" me, but I don't think that's possible yet. I have my moments to where I think I feel awesome and then other days to where I don't feel good about my body at all. I guess that comes with the territory.
But I think that's what WW wants you to do. After you hit goal, then you start working on the whole psychological factor of it and you don't have to worry about paying for a weight loss program.
I feel awesome right now mainly because I seriously thought I was going to gain this week because I missed weigh in last week for a wedding (which I OVERATE... but I monitored myself for the rest of the week like a freakin' hawk....) And now there's the whole water weight issue again. BOO for being a woman. LOL There's a man in my meetings that's dropped 45 lbs. in 3-4 months... and he even blatantly said "I know it's a lot easier for men to lose weight..." I think he was just trying to get on the estrogen's good side in the room. 
I think that's all my ramblings for now... I have to get started on this presentation soon and some translation for a German class.
So with that in mind... everyone keep going, don't give up and DEFINITELY don't lose hope.
Grace and love 
,
Paula