changing my stats...
over my life i've been a real yo yo dieter ... like REALLY bad...every time i stop i get heavier and heavier ... but i'd never went past the 270's
needless to say a year or so ago it totally shocked me when i stepped on the scale and saw that i'd gotten all the way up to 291!!!! it was at that point i was like WHOA! i need to do something i cant deal with this .....i don't know why I was so okay with being 275 but not 291 lol
that was when i went on a major diet and i did pretty good i lost about 17 pounds...and got down to 274 ....but then i stopped (AGAIN!) ... i never gained anymore back though
this is why I've decided on this most recent journey (WHICH I ABSOLUTELY REFUSE TO QUIT!!!!)... to go by the most recent number of 274. But then just a few minutes ago while blogging on here for the first time... I realized, that not stating those little measly 17 pounds (measly compared to my whole journey) ... was almost like taking something away from me.
I have NOT lost 24 pounds ... I've lost 41 pounds!!! and that's a HUGE accomplishment!!! 
As much as I hate to put it on there, that I ever weighed that much (LOL) ... I've changed my stats to include my highest weight of 291.