Today SUCKS....
I HATE THIS MONDAY!!!!!
I cant really explain what my problem is, and that is pretty disgustingly girly... come on now! But I am really stressed out about several different things and it just feels really really down.
One thing that I am really struggling with is this weight thing. i have lost 2 lbs and then gained them back the following week, and this is hte next week where I am trying to lose them again. My mom lost 4 lbs this week (home scale) and I dont understand why i havent had the same luck. I have had 39 points of activity and there is more to come, and I have been eating my weekly points as instructed. It is possible that I need to eat more of the activity points, but its also possible I overestimate -- so i would prefer not to if avoidable. (which usually it is)
My money situation is NOT pretty -- definitely not something I am proud of. I dont have alot of debt, but debt in general really bothers me... and having more on my credit card than is in my bank account -- is NOT ok with me.
I got rejected from GRAD school for my MBA in Marketing. I wish i knew how to handle that maturely....i have really just avoided that thought and continued on with my life -- but i am really upset about it. I had a plan and I worked hard, and got rejected -- how in the hell?
Work is going ok, but my drive is basically non-existent. I have four days to get started on August though -- so ill keep my head up. Drive some activies in, stalk some customers... so August can be as great a month as July was. I NEED IT!
Crying and hiding is not an option... so here is me facing the world and pretending i am great--- and hoping that that will eventually be true!
