a good day....
... i am feeling good today. why you ask?
1) i put money into my savings account... and havent been able to do that for a year... i might finally be catching up with real life!
2) i was given more responsibility at work and im excited about the new job duties
3) i have a great weekend planned with the boyfriend and it includes tons of exercise
i want to discuss how proud I am of two very smart and beautiful ladies... TS and MN. MN has had a really really tough few months, nothing someone that young should ever have to even consider, and barring a few bumps has kept a smile on her face. humans are allowed to make mistakes and i think sometimes people forget that.... i think its really important that people forgive themselves and remember that its very much normal to make mistakes or to have obstacles in life --- and to give yourself a break once in awhile.
i have so much anger towards the people and events that hurt MN and soemtimes i find it difficult to step back and not react vehemently towards these strangers for hurting her. i live in this world that from my point of view is basically good, and i look into the world that she sees and it breaks my heart that its not the same. it breaks my heart that someone so beautiful and so giving has had to deal with these horrific aspects of humans.
i have encourged these two ladies to blog and i really hope the release will heal their hearts... whether it be therapy, blogging, or self-forgiveness.... i wait for the day that i see a true smile on her face and know that nothing inside is hurting her.
work: i got more accounts today for sales, which is uncommon b/c my main job title is estimation. i am stoked because i have been pulling to make the switch into sales and being that i cannot be replaced right now... i have been able to do a little of both and it feels great. i just hope that customers and salesman think I am doing great also.... here is too being busier and doing more of what i love!
going biking on saturday... on a 12 mile trail and im way excited about it!!! i have never biked 12 miles, but its fairly flat mroe than half of the time so its my goal to finish it. even if i have to take a break or two. im stoked about being with my love, exercising to make myself more in shape, and enjoying the outdoors and beautiful scenery. its like the three greatest things combine! WOOT!
here is to another good friday....