the countdown begins! 52 more day!

I am leaving to go see Sky in 52 more days. I want to be atleast under 200 pounds before seeing him. I am motivated and on a mission. My goal wieght for the long term is 170 although I dlove to be 135. I went out and bought a trampoline last night (one of those small ones) It comes witha  work out video and I did it last night it was hard. It was a  ton of fun tho and very easy on the knees. Its going to become a daily ruitine for me and I AM GONNA LIKE IT!!! Or atleast keep teeling mysefl that!!!

im back again for another try

 Damn so much has happend since Ive been gone. My boyfriend is finally getting out of prison we were hoping for Sept but it may be 14 more months. Still I need to lose weight. When I send him pics now I only go from the neck up..lol  Lucky for me he's in Tennessee and im in CT. I am going for a visit for his birthday in Aug so I need to get a move on this weight situation. I need help! Sky would kill me if he saw me like this!!!LOL

Holloween is a killer

I had and found no strength to get through so I gave in and ate so much candy cause no one cares what the F%$# I do anyway

sure im back!

Im back my ass I have maintained my big 25 lb weight loss but its time to change my goals! I just want 10 lbs more for now that will make me happy.

I'm back!

I've been doing ok since I got down to 195 I havent gained any weight. I also havent lost any either but thats ok with me. I'm ready to start again. I excerices more now and find myself eating better foods. I dont binge out on junk food for days on end like I used to. I now do it for just a few days (wish I didnt) but i do and need to try to stop. I also need to get my fat ass off of this computer and just stay outside more. So now is the time. I'm going out walkin in the crappy rain today as I did yesterday.

ok so i quit!

But i read a few of my friends here blogs and now im back!!! I havent gained anything but I atleast have stayed the same. i dont know how because I have been eating like a pig! well its off for a walk with my doggies they'll keep me walkin atleast. Ok so please let me get through my first day so I can get back on track.

me

no time today!!!

The concert was great! bow wow sang to my daughter while holding her hand and then took off his shirt and gave it to her it was so cute. well I have to go hopefully I can write more later!

let me get back to me please!!!

Ive gained back 5 lbs this isnt looking good. tomorrow is a new day and 5 lbs isnt the end of the world besides its not like I never weighed 200 before! I must get back on track I just dont know how Im gonna do it. i hope no one on here is at this point I hope your all at your strongest. if not I know exactly how you feel. Lets pray, LOL

So I have completly blown the diet!!!

Forget 195 Im back up to 198 this week was hard!!! I had a really hard time pullin of eating right this weekend my sons party was on Sunday and DAmn it was the party of the century!!! I can hold the best 8 year old parties. I actually had other kids wishin their parties would be done by me. I made up prizes we had games it was awesome! we had so much fun that we completly forgot about the 2 tubs of water balloons that we had waiting in my bathroom. Kids were leaving saying that was the best party ever. A few of the parents that stayed to help out were saying "UNBELIEVABLE!!!! You know how to through a party. hehehehe

I cant believe how much fun it was but I'll tell you what im BEAT!!!! So glad it's over. so on to preparing to go back to work tomorrow. So Im on to ironing my work clothes they just finished drying hope y'all have a great night!!!!

I have a new updated pic of a full figured me!

This is me!!! My daughter and I went to Hot jam 5 front row!! It was so much fun we really had a blast! That was taken friday June2