04/19/2009 14:26
Mental
If you really think about everything that you do in a day, a week, a month....(which I am sure like me most of you are overwhelmed), does it often make you wonder how the hell you keep from going completely mental?
For the last couple of months I have been so busy and on the go and so many things have of course been going totally wrong, that sometimes I just want to run away. And the weekends are a total joke. I am so busy catching up on things that I needed to get done through the week that my weekend, totally passes me by.
Yeah I know...everyone has to stop and take time for theirselves once in a while, and I try to do that ever so often, but one day never seems like enough.
WHY OH WHY CAN"T I BE THE LUCKY ONE TO HIT THE LOTTERY!!!!!!
Anyways, enough of complaing. It's Sunday, but there will be no day of rest here. I did manage to get my boss to let me have Friday off, and I am heading out to the beach Thursday night, however, I am going with my son, my best friend, her 3 kids and her niece! OMG! But their good kids, so it will be fun. Plus the weather is suppose to be really nice. I gotta find a bathing suit - which I am excited about kind of. I will actually get to wear a bathing suit this year that does not look like it come from my grandmothers drawer.
My weight loss is good, slower but good. I only have about 29 pounds left to go. My one year date from when I began is coming up May 9th. I am hoping by then to be atleast between 185 and 190 by then. We leave for Mexico on the 22nd of May and I really want to get as much gone by then as I can. I won't make my goal date, but it shouldn't be no later than July by the time I hit it.
Anyways, I gotta get myself up and get moving before I waste the day here at the computer. I so need to blog more, I feel like there is a whole lot more that I need to get out, but some other time.
Lots of love,
Kami