If I wasn't depressed already

If I wasn't depressed before, I sure am now!!! I went to the Celebrity fit club site to see how much I should weigh. Well, I am 5'8 1/2 so I guess we can say 5'9? Tell me if I am wrong. So according to their site, I should be between 129-169. 129? I mean come on? You want me to look like a crack head? You mess around though and I just might be that small by the end of this weekend!!! I am a large framed girl. Let's be realistic. Well, I hope that everyone elses weekend is going much better than mine and that you all are thinking thinner.

Cheer Up Gurl !

Hey you need to cheer up, something will come through.  I am sure, we all through trials and tribulations that make us think that we are going to lose it.  Come out of that depression, you are to beautiful for that.  Trying to lose weight in itself is enough to put stress on anybody, then you have a young son, a fiance', you work and you are planning a wedding.  And I complain about doing to much and being to exhausted at the end of the day.  I am writing you because, I read your whole blog, it is very interesting.  I too am on a type of Phen, my doctor actually has me on Phendimetrazine, 105 mg.  I take it once a day and the weight loss for me has been tremendous. ( I eat only no more than 900 cal per day and I take a multivitamin too).  I work out eververy.  My doctor says that Phentermine and the one I take are very similiar and to date I have had no problems with the exception of the first day when I had the jitterys, blurry eyes, cotton mouth and I had a nasty headache.  I started taking it on 5/29/07, I weighted 233 lbs, today I got on the scale and I am down to 214!  Gurl I am one happy lady!  I believe that you are going to be okay, things will work out for you.  Just trust God.  You never know, you might look up and one of your customers will send you a check (that is going to clear the bank) for more than you imagine and it will probably be one of the chronic one's!  Keep your head up.  Oh and I so feel you on the men that adore THICK women, my ex (we broke up last week) loves thick women and he too tried everything to make me keep the thick on.  What they have to realize is that you are on a quest to be healthy and happy and this is good for you and them!  Leave me a comment!  I will save you as a friend and please don't be a stranger, again Cheer up and Everything will work out for you.  I wish you well.

~Prettydiva 37 On Her Way Down~

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