Hard times..

Well, my mom is officially gone... I'm sadder than I thought I would be. I really wish I could have gone with her, but it just wasn't a possibility. I mean, I am in college, and have worked so hard to quit now! I know it will most likely end up being for the greater good, because God has everything happen for a reason, but it's just a hard thing to go through.

My dad is a sweet man, and I love him a lot. I am glad that he is here for me, and am happy to get the opportunity to spend a little more time with him... Life can just be difficult sometimes..

I haven't eated since yesterday, which I KNOW is EXTREMELY bad for me. I just don't feel like eating. I made a HUGE dent in the process of unpacking my room, so I am a little more settled. I definetly have been burning a lot of cals lately.

Well, thats all for now. Thanks for listening!

**HUGS**

awww.... hugs for you! I know it's really tough right now. Would be helpful if we knew what God's plans were sometimes, huh?

Don't want to nag, but  you need to eat! If you go too long without  eating,   your body will think it's starving & save all those extra calories! Then when you go to get on the scale, it's depressing because you know you've barely been eating & the darned thing hasn't budged or it's gone up! It's a vicious cycle. You feel crummy, you don't eat, that makes your body feel crummier, then you see the scale & really feel crummy!

Good luck  & check in often. Having friends can help chase the blues away! Can't make it all better, but can help comfort.