I knew I was weighing less but I didn't know where some it had gone to. I found where some of it used to be. My BRA is to big. I mean BIG ...... OMG!! LMAO :-))))))))) I found some where else is there no (less fat), on my stomach. I was like "wow" so that what looks like.This is going to be TMI but I will try be tactful. My "flower". I was like, WOW!!! I know this sounds ugh!!!! There is a reason for this. I have not seen ME since the surgery. After the surgery, alot of stuff happened. Like I went in and out of menapause. I am not taking hormones either. After the surgery I noticed that I didn't have to shave my legs (once a month) of under my arms. (once a mom) but I have still do it cause I feel I should. So, I'm sure you know what is coming so I won't say it ok. I (look) like I'm go in pubrity. I'm sorry this is really what I should not be blogging. My husband won't talk to me about anything to do the stroke. Ya'll are elected!! SORRY!!!! :-((
Okay, here are the updates: Garet went to the doctor and he is alot of better. He gets to go to school tomorrow. He is glad too. Not as glad that I am he is going to school. teehee
Craig- He stayed home today. He ate something "real food". Those are his words. Needlessly, I didn't cook. :-)))). That's why he has "real food". lol
My Jellybean- Her fever broke yesterday. Not 100%. She is a whole lot better. I will be seeing her tomorrow night. I can't wait. :-))
Me- I saw the doctor today. I'm okay. He was so proud of me. (as I was trying to hold up my sweats) WOO HOO!! I will not buy until I am done and reach my goal. I wear alot of cartoon lounge pants etc...
Sarah (my helper) and I are going to "Mall America". I hate living in such a small town. We have always had HUGE people "cities". Until now!! I am getting a new huge wardrobe. CAN'T Wait!!
I'm done rambling. Garet wants to use the computer. I will check in with your blogs in a few minutes.....Miss you guys...Wow!!...I have started depending on you guys...LUVS
Before I forget, I want to thank everyone for the idea's. I am trying all of them. :-))
Update: Garet is sleeping and still has a fever. I am going to take him tomorrow to the cilic. (unless worse today) He is eating though and drinking. Worn out still.
Craig finally quit throwing up (5pm to 3am) and is still got the butt thing. He has developed a sore throat but no fever yet. He still looks bad. Gave him Chicken Noodle Soup and it is staying down. He is doing fine drinking fluids.
My Jellybean is up. I called my daughter and it seems like that her fever is DOWN! Still has one but is better. She hasn't eaten yet this morning but at least is asking. (Dianna is cooking now).
Called Dad (Craigs Dad) to make sure he can take us to the clinic tomorrow. (no driving, stroke) He got it from taking me and garet on Thursady. He is okay. about 6 to 8 hours of everything. No fever or sore throat. WHEW!!!!!
I am tired. I am soooooooo done. Stick fork in me and I am well done. :-))))). I have been trying to stick my diet. Last night (early this morning) I drank Ginger Ale (SUGAR SUGAR SUGAR) and some saltines (about 16). I kicked my butt as I was eating them. I gave Jed (my Golden Retrivier) 4 of them. I did weigh myself this morning. No damage. I even lost but that because of wierd eating patterns etc......I'm not counting.
I have been thinking something horrible. Don't hate me okay?! Here we go ..... I don't have to COOK today and probably tomorrow. I am so BAD!!! :-)))))))))))
I got my Richard Simmons yesterday. Sweatin off the pounds. I have an electipal (?) and a cardio bike downstairs and what do I, I buy ole Richard. I HATE EXERCISING! :-(( Hopefully everyone will be better. "My Jellybean" will dance and sing with me. I'll let you know how it goes.
I finally have a minute to myself. I will be glad when all of this. If it one it is one another one or a NEW one. Finally got to bed about 1am and up to 5am. Back in 6am and up at 10am....
Fevers are still there but a little better. I had take "my Jellybean" (my granddaughter, she'll be 2 in Apr) another shot. I wanted to just cry. She says "my gamma" and I say soory but you are such a brave girl. Lets go get a toy :-)))))))))
Garet (son,14) still a fever and coughing. I will probably take him back on Monday. All the stomach is gone. His throat is just hurting soooooooooooo much. We are trying everything. Anyone IDEA??????
I was soooo queasy this afternoon so I napped. Craig (husband) woke me and GUESS WHAT???? You got it. He started throwing up at 5pm and I am stll listening to him.....:(
I did go to subway. I was a GOOD girl!!! Six inch from the guy that on commericial and only had less 5. Went to McDonalds for everyone else (that could eat) and I didn't even eat ONE!!! God, that was sooooooooo hard. I hate McDonalds EXCEPT for the FRENCH FRIES. I was DROOLING like a dog in heat... :-)))))) LMAO
Going to read a few blogs and then medicine time for everyone.....Have a great Sunday and loose, loose. loose.
Hey...... The good news..........I lost some more pounds. YEA!!!!!!! Get up and dance around the coffee table. YEEPERS!!!! 3 more pounds gone and I see "4"'s now. I haven't seen that number (right before surgery)... I'll take it. I have lost 9 pounds since I started on the phen. ( 2 weeks) :-)))))))))) Way to Weigh to Me.... :-)))))))))
I haven't wriiten or looked a blog all day. Now I know how SwimKatt felt. It was awlful. I have a few minutes so I decided blog quick and read a few.
Update: Garet is not throwing up (or the butt thing), but when woke up yesterday late afternoon with a 103.6 fever. Poor thing can't get a break. Started coughing and etc.....Garet says that me and him had the same thing in reverse. (his throwing up worse). Doing a little better.
Jellybean was here for about 5 hours. She had a fever 105 yesterday. Couple of shots and today and the next two. She has a urinary infection. I remembered when Dianna did the same at her age. Her temp its only getting to 102.8.
I have to tell you what Garet said (asked) to me. It is really gross but I am going to tell you. Garet says "I didn't know I could piss out of my ass!" Eooww!!!! I hate that word (p). Me, who cussed liked a saylor in the Army and usedta say the F word in every other sentence. I had such a gutter mouth. :)))
I am going. Everyone have a great weekend. Keep losing those pounds.
Hey. Well, the damn door is knocking. Really beating on the door. Poor Garet my son (15), has been throwing up and the butt thing since 1am. Every 15 minutes. NO JOKE!!!!!!!! We went to the emergency room and he had 2 full IV bags before he could pee. They put something in the IV port to help him stop throwing up. We are back now and he is passed out. Poooor Guuuuy. :-((((
I see that Swimkatt is back on. YEA!!!!! WOOHOO!!!! I bet you are typing, typing, and typing. Bet that keyboard is just smoking. Get some water. :-)) lol
My Jellybean's daycare called just now and my JB has fever of 102. :-(((( I called my daughter (Dianna) to tell her to pick her up. Hopefully it's not like Garet. I didn't want here just in case its not. (oh hell, you know what I mean)
I am sooo tired but I am going to try not sleep. If I do that I would be a royal BITCH. Bad, Bad, Bad. Maybe I can blog. So if I do just try to dicpher etc...... This should be good. lol lol
I got a post on my comment about AH. I read my again and I shound like self raegious (?). Whatever, you know. I really am not. Yes, all of this the truth. It sounded like a sitcom. You know, it does. I laugh and etc....she got it right on the nail head. Something like that. Can't remember quotes etc... (stroke). I'm trying. That is also alot of laughter from what I say or don't say or mix with another. IT IS SOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I never said about my weight today.. Was susposed to weigh but did not. No sleeping, no eating etc...I also didn't take my phen for 3 days.(started on today again) Gonna wait for a few days...... lilypad
I am so tired but but it is a good tired. I babysat for my Jellybean and we played, played and played!!!! I go to Dianna's if I sit with her all day so we were there. Ate lot of pretend food from JB kitchen ect... from Santa. I thougt "wow," I wish it was this easy.
We played so much that I forgot to eat. I do this often. Everyone are always reminding me. You'd think I was wasted way. Yea Right!!!!!!!
I've been trying to get sick and now it is here. Lost my voice. (my husband says that's good). ASSHOLE .... I got the sore thorat and coughing. I started taking Airborne. It worked with everyone, so I will try. Had to ask Doctor if okay.
I hope everyone has a great weekend . I'm going to blog. Except laundry. I wish we had disposable clothes so we could throw em in the trash!!!!! lilypad
Ya know, I decided not to weigh until a week was gone. I've decided that every 4 days is ago. Last night Sarah (my helper) asked if we were going to get me my cheeseburger.( she called my Greaseburger). She said that it looked like I had lost some more weight.
See, I started deiting in the middle of November. I lost 20 pounds and by January (middle). Then it stopped and nothing, nothing.
I was so worried that I gained some more weight. My stomach was so bloated. And no PMS or Period because when I had the open Heart Surgery it kicked my in to menopause. Let me clarify, it came and was gone, gone, gone......
Sorry I am rambling, so, here goes:
I LOST 4 POUNDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I guess I will not eat my Cheesburger and of course French Fries for another day.0
Today I am still so sleepy. Night before I only got two hours and last night I was going to sleep early, and you know what they say don't make plans. I sat for my grandchild "Jellybean" and she will be 2 in April. She is sooooooooooo good. But she only wants her "my grandma" not anyone else (except mom of course). I figuire I had my exercise these last few days so I didn't go. I don't sit her until Friday (all day) so I am glad for a break. Anyway, Dianna called me 3 times in the middle of the night cause JB was sick and throwing up. She has croup (and asthma) so she coughed so deep gagged. Well, I am rambling so I'll so write.
Today takes 3 days that I have not weighed myself. Sarah (my helper) told me look like I had lost weight. I wanted to weigh my weight right then. I am going tomorrow. I will keep ya posted.
I am trying to restrict my sugar (in hot tea) and I want to tell you. This sucks!!!!!!!! I have given up everything, why can't I keep it. :( I'm really feeling myself sorry huh? NO...I am doing it damn it!!!!!
Started yesterday and today adjusting my phen to start at 11a or 12p. I get up at 630a but I am not a breakfast person so I am doing a brunch, snack, supper, snack. Doing better because I don't go to bed until 11p to 12.
Well, gotta go, my son (garet) wants the computer back. Lilypad
I feel like writing every day, it makes me feel really good. I started reading some blogs from today and we have a awesome support group. Today was okay. I still didn't get my Cheeseburger Dulex or French Fries. That is 2 days. Usually I order pizza on Tuesday and didn't do it. YEA!! Had some shaved turkey, 94% fat free and Fruit. YUM :( ... I may get it Thursday because Sarah (helper) is going to be with me. (She Started dieting and exercising.) I guess the upside of my stroke (Can't drive) so at least I don't go all hog . I still haven't weighed. Just 2 days. Better. Now, if I can just get rid of SUGAR in my Hot tea. Told my son he could be on the computer so I gotta until he goes to bed. Lilypad
