I'm BACCCcccccKKK!
Hey guys..... I am so sorry. I had to work out things with me. I and to think and make some decisions before I could go on with this. I missed all ya'll so much. I did read alot of your blogs even though I didn't blog. I will tell ya what has happened. No know that saying......When it rains, its pouring at my house!!!! :-)))) I am going to give ya overview or you would go to sleep. (it WAS long).
Here it goes...My left arm/hand is numb and the doctors had to find out what it was. There were 3 things it could be...I have thorastic (something???) syndrome. Anyway, my nerve and/artery by my collar bone. I am going to have surgery under my arm and take out the first rib there....I have decided to do a little physical therapy first. Every since the heart surgery, I have had alot of problems with other surgeries. Etc... I don't have a choice so I am just trying to buy time. I have to check it every 6 weeks and just maybe won't get worse for a 3 to 4 months. Cause then it will atrophy. (die the arm). If I don't fix it..
"My Jellybean" is going away.... :-(((((( ... I am going to miss that baby sooooo much. I don't have the words to express how I feel. She was the one who made me live in the beginning. They are going to move to Las Vegas!!! Fuckers!!!! I know, I know, she isn't mine. I have had her from the beginning. I'll be okay though. It just hurts. I will bolg ya'll so much that you will get tired of me. I will go see her about every 2 to 3 months!!! I keep thinking about that....
My head started feeling wierd this last weekend. I was gonna blog but I couldn't. It was so hard that when I couldn't make the words type. I couldn't make sense or remember words. I knew exactly what it was. I didn't bother to go to the doctor until today. I knew that they would just up my blood thinners. I had another mini stroke. I have had a few but this one was a little more. It took me a little more time to recover. It is still hard to type and/or thing. Lots of mistakes but I have on correcting on the computer. I am about to take it off. The damn thing is going off every few words. Fucker!!!!
Speaking of computer. I crashed the computer twice!!! Way to go to ME!!! It is a new computer now. I am trying to get stuff reloaded. lol It really is funny!!!! I don't think my son and the "asshole" think it is funny. Fuck them too!!!!! I have got to stop saying that word!!!!!
I am done....DON'T Feel sorry okay. Thats one thing I HATE, HATE, HATE, for anyone pity me or make me feel ??? Don't know a word????? ...... I am okay!!! Just alittle more brain dead. There wasn't alot to begin with!!!! lol !!!!!! At least I don't have to cook for awhile!!! WOOHOO!!! Ya know how I feel about cooking!!! YIPEEEEE!!!!
I hope everyone is settling with their animals from Jellybean. You will have to let me know. I know Jen and her sister don't like the teletubbies. Promblem's huh???? Mustblite, have you "had" Steve yet??? Is he good???
I will let ya go now....I am going to start on ya blogs......Luvs you..... lilypad