healthy,sexy before summer 2009

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  • Name: lilhippieangel87
  • City: crazy
  • State: WV
  • Country: US

My Weight Loss

Height:
Start weight: 197.00lb
Current weight: 191.80lb
Goal weight: 135.00lb
Lost to date: 5.20lb
Remaining: 56.80lb

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11/29/2008 20:20

7 day challenge

7 day challenge

okay i am setting a 7 day challenge for myself starting tomorrow and by saturday i want to lose 5lbs that will put my wheight at 185 so lets see if i can do this i know i will defintly be getting my excercises in lexy starts back to school and my house will be clean the only thing i have to do is take some stuff off this weekend other than that i will be keeping myself busy. I will be doing my excersises plus reranging furniture and putting christmas stuff up and probally going christmas shopping. oh yeah and also i would like to hit 170 or be in the 160's by dec, 23 my wheign in at the wheight loss clinic that would only leave me 18 days to hit my mini goal of 159 by jan 9th and then i would only have 10 wks and 3 days  to lose 24 lbs to hit my main goal of 135 so we will see what happens. but wish me luck

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11/29/2008 16:17

glad thats over with now back to mama

 

well you all know the saying if mama not happy nobody happy....isnt that so true i think it is for me anyways....Oh i'm so glad this week is over, the party went great lexi loved her presents and think god i found someone to do that damn naked brothers band cake i will update pics later. Last night didnt get much sleep because my daughter and neice did not want to go to sleep and then i had to put the baby in my bed and he kept getting woke up he wanted to be in his bed but anyways i took my mom home this morning and my neice and lexy stayed with my sister and me and the baby came home and laid down about two and got up at four and you know what i think my body kinda needed it because it felt so good but anyways i'm going to get started cleaning so that i can focus on me this week i'll be so glad to start working out again cant wait but anyways just wanted to drop in and check on everyone and say hi and hope everyone had a great holiday week now we just have two more to get through ladies i know we can do this oh yeah have to buy new scale so i'll be posting a little late this weekend my little girl and neice thought it would be a good idea to give my scale a bath lol but for now got to go later.

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11/28/2008 09:43

didnt cheat go me go me

lol...yesterday all i ate was a pani sandwhich lean quizene abunch of water than for thanksgiving i ate 3oz of turkey and 1oz of ham 2 deviled eggs 1 bite of stuffing 2 bites of green beans and corn not even half of a role 1/2 cup mashpotato's 1/2 tblspn of gravy and then for desert i had 1 bite of banana pudding and licked my finger because i had iceing on it from cutting my daughter's b-day cake and it was just a tad and the rest i wiped off. oh yeah and 2 bites of macoroni salad . oh yeah instead of drinking pop i drank a cup of milk and that was 2% so see i think i did pretty good. but anyways today will be a test today is lexi's big party but i'm kinda not worried about it but we will see but gtg finish cleaning and getting ready for her party but wish me luck hope every one did well

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11/26/2008 12:32

taking a break and then back to work

Told the kids it was quiet time put them in there beds turned a movie on, big mama's house lol...my little girl loves that movie. I think that it's actually mommy's quite time away from screams wining crying temper tantrums tatteling and asking for something to eat every five minutes....Dont get me wrong i love my babies but when this starts at 7:00 a.m. and doesnt stop untill the latest 9:00 p.m. mommies need a little break to keep sane....okay anyways btw i'm not to worried about gaining wheight i know i wont over eat and plus i have a picture i'm taking with me of when i weighed 230 so i can look at it if i do think about over eating or eating to much bad stuff. Well today so far i have got all laundry picked up and cleaned the kids bedroom took a shower but that is horrible i should be done by now or half way anyways but for the rest of today i still have the rest of the house to finish, get everybody ready and loaded in the car so we can go to the store and get a few things and plus i have to pick up a couple of other things we need for the house, then i have to come home put that stuff up take care of what ever else the babies throw my ways then clean the porch off and then i have to clean my car out it is descusting, and then i have to shampoo carpets and furniture because something keeps happening and i dont get to, then i have to organize the computer room and go through thease bags and find a place to put them clean fridge back out and pack up some of babies stuff to take to MIL for thanks giving thank god i want have to pack alot though because she has formula and diapers and other baby stuff for both babies where she keeps them for me sometimes which i am very thankfull for her help... but for now i have to go have lots to get done good thing is i should lose a lb from all the calories that will be done doing this but hope everyone has a great day will check back in later tonight for now got's to go

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11/25/2008 15:39

instead of worring about gaining wheight imagine worring about nothing to eat or a table to even eat it on

 

Why we are all worring about not eating to much or gaining to much wheight this holiday season...millions or worried about feeding there kids that day let alone the power being cut off or water & sewer or even losing there homes... So i thank that everyone should enjoy and be thankfull for what they have on the table this holiday instead of omg i wonder how many miles i will have to run or walk to eat all of this....so everyone enjoy it eat what you want just dont over endulge and use the two bite theory....  Follow link and you will understand i know i do we have had to get food steps for the past three years but i'm not ashamed if i need help and someone offers to help me i will take it and hold my head up high.....http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/27791739

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11/24/2008 13:03

Things that i will change before 2009

 

THINGS I WILL CHANGE BEFORE 2009 AND THE REST OF MY LIFE.
 
1. I WILL NO LONGER BE STRESSED OVER THINGS THAT I CANNOT CHANGE.
 
2. I WILL BUY HEALTHIER FOODS FOR NOT ONLY ME BUT THE WHOLE FAMILY.
 
3. I WILL HAVE A POSITIVE OUTLOOK  ON MY BODY IN MY MIND AND ON MY LIFE.
 
4. I WILL TAKE THINGS AS THEY COME AND ONE DAY AT A TIME.
 
5. I WILL BE MORE ORGANIZED AND HAVE NO MORE CLUTTER.
 
6. I WILL START TAKING A MOMENT FOR MY SELF
 
7. I WILL PICK ONE DAY FOR ME DAY AND PAMPER MYSELF.
 
8. I WILL RESPECT OTHERS OPINIONS AND FEELINGS EVEN THO I DISAGREE
 
9. I WILL QIUT SMOKING SO I CAN PLAY WITH MY GRANDCHILDREN
 
10 I WILL DO MORE THINGE WITH MY BABIES.
 
11. I WILL LEARN TO LIVE WITH MY HUSBAND BIAPOLAR DISEASE.
 
10. I WILL NOT CUSS ANYMORE EVEN IF IT IS AN ACCIDENT BECAUSE I DONT WANT MY CHILDREN TO HAVE A POTTIE MOUTH.
 
13. I WILL START GOING BACK TO CHURCH AND CONTINUE PRAYING.
 
14. I WILL GO TO SCHOOL NEXT YEAR EVEN IF I HAVE TO TAKE CLASSES FROM HOME.
 
15 I WILL DO MORE WITH MY BABIES THIS SUMMER.
 
16. I WILL FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF AND NOT DOWN MYSELF
 
17. I WILL HAVE FUN THIS SUMMER AND TAKE MY KIDS SWIMMING AND DO OTHER ACTIVITIES WHITH THEM INSTEAD OF AVOIDING THEM BECAUSE I'M NOT HAPPY WITH THE WAY I LOOK IT'S NOT THERE FAULT IT'S MINE BECUASE I NEVER HAVE BEEN POSITIVE BUT THAT WILL CHANGE........
 
 
                                 THE SERENITY PRAYER
 
 
GOD GRANT ME THE
SERENITY TO ACCEPT THE
THINGS I CANNOT CHANGE,
COURAGE TO CHANGE THE
THINGS I CAN, AND THE
WISDOM TO KNOW THE
DIFFERENCE,

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11/24/2008 12:41

rainy monday and the bussy mommy and no kids

 

Well today i slept untill 11:25 i didnt even wake up when DH went to work this morning but you know what it felt damn good that's for sure. Last night MIL came and got babies so i could get some stuff done and become sane because i just kept crying and was a bitch and just right down stressed i guess she felt like i was going to kill her granbabies and son my DH...I wasnt going to kill anybody but i did feel a little crazy lol....i think i need to put on my nerve medicine again... my aunt gave me half a vaulim so i would go to sleep and it helped it knocked me out and calmed me down anyways i have to get starded and get all of this stuff done since i don't have the little ones thank god for my mother in law...she is a very good woman also i want to get finished so i don't have to stress and i want to work out so i will fill better, oh yeah did i mention i am down to 191.8 it's a start but for now i have to go i have to burn burn burn burn my calories i only have 3 lbs to lose before i'm at 188 i cant wait to see the 180's it will feel so good but for now have to go......good luck everyone and just remember nothing taste as good as thin feels and remember spring and summer will be here before we know it....and also good luck to all the is doing the holiday challenge hope everyone meets there goals........

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11/23/2008 11:53

what's the most wheight that you have gained in one day?

 

my ? is...what is the most wheight you have gained in one day? well last night i wheighed myself and my scale said 198. this morning i wheighed back at 192 i think it was from all the water and coffee and plus food but i thought that was strange...I did read tho that 8 oz . of water is half a pound and then food that  that start to form to digest the food can wheigh up to a pound. So i guess that i shouldnt freak out. Also i don't think i will wheigh myself at night anymore forget that....also another thing that is bothering me is i have not been able to sleep at night even tho i'm so tired i havent been getting in the bed untill 3am and i know that is not good because in order to lose wheight one of the keys is to get plenty of sleep at night so tonight i think i'm going to take something to hlp me sleep so that i can get up and excercise early in the morning. Also i am going to try to excercise all next week except thursday because i know i want have time. Where i had the flu and this time the third time it certainly wasnt a charm it knocked me on my ass litterly and now my body is still trying to heal from it, i have been getting so tired fast i'll have to do a little and then stop it's horrible but hopefully tomorrow it will be better god i pray that it is, god knows i will need lots of energy this week due to thanksgiving and lexis birthday party the following day.. you know tho i'm not really worried about the food part i think i got that undercover....oh yeah and another thing i'm dealing with right now is my DH he is bipolar and he has been taking subotone for little over a year now for you who dont know what that drug is for it's for substance abuse or dependence treatment well it helped him drug wise and also for some odd reasone something in it helped with his bipolar disorder but a couple of weeks ago the doc took him off of it and with in a week he was flipping out again he has done broke my phone busted my tailight and been snapping in  the blink of an eye and then the next blink he is fine,,, it is really hard to deal with because they dont see other people's point of views or feeling and we have been fighting really bad another thing to on top of it all lexy has been making horrible messes i'm not talking just dragging toys out everywhere that would be fine but she has been getting stuff out of fridge squirting toothpaste everywhere rubbing stuff on furniture walls slinging baby powder all over the bathroom the big bottle putting jelly and milk in her brothers hair it's horrible i think she has adhd seriouslly not joking and then landon has still been sick and he is cutting teeth so he has been extra winey and now he is crawling and he crawls over to me and cries at my feet and my DH wont help he thinks i'm suppost to do everything on my own and he can just lay on the couch and sleep...but oh well enough complaining i'm not letting this shit get to me today i have wheight t drop and a goal to meet but good luck everyone plz pray for me i need it....and remember nothing taste as good as thin feels. little qoute for today.........

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11/22/2008 10:47

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11/21/2008 14:04

done with workout flu is still holding me back a lil

 

okay well i did all my sit ups pushup ab work and arm work and squats and but workout and i did 1.01 mile on the tread mill in 15 mins i stopped because i can just tell my body wasnt ready for 2 miles in 25 mins but i did do intervals on the treadmill i do feel better but still tired but that is okay i will just keep building my self back up any ways just wanted to update. going to clean talk to you all tonight

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