Hello everyone sorry didnt get to post yesterday long day had to take baby to doctor he got really sick the night before last, he had a temp on 103. and i had to walk him all night long i think all night long i got 45 mins of sleep. I took him to the doctor and they diagonosed him with RAD i'm not sure what that means but i know it has something to do with astma sorry for the spelling lol, but they started him on a breathing treatment so i had to go fill his antibiotic and his abuturol for the breathing treatment than i had to go to home medical and get the machine, and that took like forever because right now my babies have a medical card and aparently you have to get everything preauthorized and have to have a chronic condition and have had to first try a inhaler wtf how is a little baby suppost to know how to use a damn inhaler but anyways the woman there said ohh so you have welfare insurance the look i gave her probally wouldve killed someone if looks could kill, that ran right through me just because my babies have damn carelink big deal it's insurane and yes i had to go through the state to get it but atleast i'm not ashamed i worked and payed my taxes for that reason to help those who need the help but anyways sorry kinda got carried away. BTW I cant wait to get back on track and into a routine i think that i need to keep my head cleared tho but hopefully next week i can get back into routine

omg i almost forgot how good it felt you can't explain if untill you feel it, i'm so glad that i'm getting back on track i cant wait to fit into my old clothes and wear a bathing suit and layout and not stress about how much fat is popping out lol...i cant wait to be in shape and play with my kids, and i know that this will help my depression and i will have more energy i just ran 1.78 but hey that's better than 0.00. well just wanted to post my mini goal oh yeah and i did my abbs and arms and legs to...well got to go got to finish cleaning have a great day everyone....

hey guys hope everyone had a good new year's eve i slept right through the whole thing lol...Well here is a new year that i'm sure will fly by like the rest it kinda scares me that spring and summer is right around the corner and were going to the beach in july sometime, so hopefully that will keep me motivated i have lot's of things to keep me  busy notebooks and my computer to make sure i track every thing that i do and put in my body... so there are no excuses this time....i can't wait to watch the new season of the biggest loser i hope it will keep me motivated to watch people tht way alot more than i do lose all this wheight and change there lives for the better and not give up....well guys i wish you all the best this year and i hope that you all keep motivated....BTW today food intake i have had breakfast slimfast bar with one peice turkey bacon and a egg fried in pam so there were no calories lunch i had italian chicken with light cheese and dinner i had shake and snack will be 100 cal snack pack and vegetables of some sort steamed well just wanted to say hi for now i have to go keep my mind busy i'm shampooing carpets and stuff. i want to lose 7 lbs by the 10th i know i can do this i just have to keep busy.....

hey guys im finally back i cant sorry i didnt get to finish my challenge i got my internet up and running yesterday i didnt ever think that i was going to get that cable line up through the floor but i did but anyways i still have been watching my wait i dint over indulge throughout the holidays i barely ate but anyways just wanted you guys to know i was still alive

i need some cheerleading remixes or something