Time To Re-Focus!
So I was thinking about all the reasons of why I want to lose this weight for good! After falling off program for the past few weeks, I want to re-focus on why I want to succeed this. It is so easy to go back to my old ways when I do not keep focused on the whole picture. I want to feel better inside and out. I am so sick of tugging on my shirts to hide my rolls, feeling self-concious when out with friends, I want to have more energy and just feel overall healthy. I want to be able to shop and buy regular size clothing. I want to enjoy this summer with more confidence. I want to prove to myself that I can reach this goal for once in my life! I want to prove to my friends and family that I can do this... they are all cheering me on! I have been overweight my whole life and I want to know what it feels like to be my ideal weight. When I go to Mexico next Feb. I want to for the first time wear a bathing suit with my "skinny" friends and actually have fun and not worry about how big I am. I have not worn a bathing suit since I was a young teenager and I feel as though I am missing out on all the fun because of this stupid weight... I am fed up with it and I am going to do this no matter how long this journey is going to take me. I just need to keep these thoughts in my head everytime I do not feel like working out or eating food that I shouldn't. I want to make a life style change and enjoy the rest of my life not worrying about my weight or how I have missed out on so many fun things because of it. I am going to Lose it For Good! I can do this, I know I can! I just need to stay strong.