09/24/2011 01:47
Another fair day with food.
Today was another fair day with eating, as I had moderate portions, made healthy choices and avoided mindless/emotional eating. My lazy arse still hasn't started to move more, let alone get actual exercise. I think as I gain the ability to get the food in check and a few pounds drop off (hopefully), it'll motivate me to work harder via exercise.
I find it almost amusing that this is the time I have chosen to get back in control of my eating habits. Why? To say there is stress in my life right now would be a vast understatement.
The condensed version is:
'The man' has been lying (he claims he didn't 'lie' and it's a perspective issue we are dealing with, not lies) to me for months about finances. Over the last couple of days, I've gotten him to share some of the MESS he has created. I doubt highly I know the full extent of the mess he's created given it's like pulling teeth to get a straight answer out of him. I'm so angry with him I can't see straight. Once again I find myself wanting to walk away and keep walking. Yet, I am still here... not sure why.
In addition, my mom may be getting tranferred to a different nursing home that is approx. 4 hrs. away - each way! Given I don't drive at all and my sisters don't have wide open schedules, that's NOT an option for us to keep seeing her regularily. The staff members at the current home are having issues handling her conditions. Please, say some prayers that things get in check with her soon so that she can stay put.
Anyhooo.... my goal this weekend is to simply keep my portions in check, make healthy choices and not eat for reasons other than physical hunger.
Have a healthy weekend everyone.