09/08/2011 23:25
Stopping by...
I haven't been on this site in a very, very, very long. I have deleted all my posts except for my first post. I left up my first post as a reminder to myself on what I am striving to achieve. Although, I am not there yet; I'm not even close to following my Master Plan.
Where am I now? I'm still struggling to make consistently good choices on food, and I've stopped exercising on a regular basis. I'm still battling ungoing health issues and still using them as excuses more often than not. I'm only half-heartedly trying to stay on task some days and other days I'm in full blown self-sabotage mode. The 40 lbs I lost last year is now back on my body.
So why am I back? When I was here on a regular bases I did much better. It helped me stay focused on my goals and helped to know I was not alone in my struggle. I got encouragement, support and an occasional reprimand when needed it. The bottom line is it worked for me when I was working it. Plus, Jim is now in a different place with his weight management (since July 15th he's gone from 447 lbs. to 417 lbs.!) and I need to get back on track, too. He has never been interested in losing weight with me which made it a much bigger challenge for me to stay on task. Perhaps he and I can finally start moving in the same direction.
Onward and downward...one choice at a time.