Back Again!!!! YAY!

Well, here i am almost a year and a half later.  This thing we call life has thrown many turns at me but I'm still livin', that's the important part.  As long as i keep living, i can keep fighting this weight battle.  I realize it will always be a battle until i have the ability to change my mindset.  I am a foodie and i admit that.  I constantly make the wrong choices in healthy eating.  Quantity isn't my main problem, it's quality.  I am learning to change my focus.  As opposed to focusing on losing weight, which is putting negative thoughts into my head, i am trying to focus on being thinner and healthier.  I  picture myself at my perfect weight, which is a beautiful picture.  I keep that picture in my mind and at the same time, appreciate the size that i am already.  I started this journey again at 240.4, I am currently 232.9.  The scale is on a downward spiral. Yippee!  I also decided to face this on an hour by hour basis.  I don't want to do it day by day.  If I backslide for 1 hour, i can jump back on the bandwagon the next hour.  But if i mess up one day, I figure i can try again the next day (which then gives me "permission" to continue to mess up for that day).