Fairy Godmothers

I wish they really existed...or if they do, that mine would show up.

I am so angry with myself - I hate to even put this on here because I am so embarrassed by my actions.  I did it again.  I started to lose so I went on an eating binge.  I haven't updated my weight yet because I haven't had the heart to get on the scales.

I know that this is only so much more whining, but I am getting so irritated with this rut/cycle - start to succeed; so quickly maneuver to sabotage mode.

They say admitting is the first step, so I am admitting that I am a saboteur of the worst kind -I attack someone when they are most vulnerable and when I should be building them up rather than tearing down the work already completed. 

I apologize for coming from such a heavy (no pun intended) angle today.  It is my ugly truth for what that is worth..

Talk to you later,

Moonflower

awww!

Don't be sad! I'm not the fairy godmother........

Its ok, we've all had days like that. Don't let a little thing like that get you down in the dumps......ok, take a deep breath in and slowly exhale. Now, you pick yourself off the floor and dust yourself. Tomorrow is a new day! Thats why we all are here to help one another. So, whats been done is done! let it go and start a fresh new day: D

 I hope you have a better day tomorrow.
Stay strong and focused on your goal: D

fairy godmothers...

I dont know where my fairy godmother is either.  She's prob on vacation in the Caribbean somewhere sipping martinis.  She sure isnt helping me, lol.

I know exactly what u mean bc I go thru the same cycles.  But just stay strong and take it one day at a time.  And when u feel urself sabotoging, stop for a min and think about why u really want to do this to urself.  And if u can make it past that urge, chances are, ull discover an inner strength u never knew u had.

Good luck, and know that ppl are rooting for u here on EP.