Sorry

I'm sorry I have been gone for so long.  I have been depressed and haven't felt the desire to do much of anything besides read each night.  I am continuing to maintain or "gain lose gain lose" and I have been beating myself up over it.  Mike is supporting me and trying to help me be successful by having us create some rules for both of us to follow.  That will probably start on Monday since I think I'm not 100% ready to feel deprived during our 2 Mother's Day celebrations this weekend.  I'll just try not to go overboard like I always do.

Work has been stressful and tiresome.  Everyone is ready for summer break so at least I know I'm not the only one ripping my hair out.  I haven't exercised in a week, either.  The endorphines would probably aid my mental health more than those Mike-a-ritas I've been drinking.

I hope all of you are doing well and having successes!  I'll try to check in on you after I post this. :)

It's going around

.... trust me!  A lot of the EPers are in some sort of spring, early summer, funk.  I don't know what it is.

Hugs to you and bravo to your guy for supporting and helping you through this!!

Reading is good!

Love your profile pic!  You look great!

hey girl

sorry you've been down.  i know how that feels.  i still have lots of confidence in you though and i know it will be about when you're ready.  about the scale -- i'm trying not to give it control over my life although i still am weighing in once a week.  good luck convincing mike you should go back to having ice cream... it sounds like it worked for you to have a serving a night, but unfortunately not for him.  maybe you'll have to get separate fridges?!  =)  j/k.  take care leanne!  enjoy your mother's day celebrations too.

Yep....

It's going around.  But I think it's like a vicious cycle.  When we are exercising, it helps our moods.  Then we quit for a few days, weeks, whatever, and feel like crap.  Too crappy to even start again.  But we MUST!  We have all come too far to give up.  And you're right.  Just think of how those endorphines will make ya feel!  Sometimes, we just have to force ourselves back into it!  You can do this!

Hey Girl!

It's good to hear from you!  We are here for you always.  I hope this week goes well for you......~~~~thinking of you!~~~~~

You too?

I've been so depressed! I did notice that it was going around! Hopefully by the time I've gotten around to your blog you are no longer in a funk. I'm going to pull myself out of my funk today. I'm sick of it. But now its sooooo hot here and I just feel lazy!

Sadie Maple (ditch the Lane) is a cute porn name! The first one? Not so sexy! LOL

I had to tell my husband about the floors. He thought maybe I'd mopped, and all he said was "I was wondering why Stanley Steemer called!" LOL Didn't flinch or even ask how much!

Thank you for the Happy Mothers Day wishes! I hope you didn't go overboard! We used to have 2 celebrations and I'd feel left out, but now with both our moms gone, its just me, so its kind of sad. Ok, wait, I'm supposed to be cheering up here! :) Take care! You need to do a wedding planning update post soon!

Me too!

I know exactly how you feel.  I have been going through the same thing but ready to get back on track.  I think we will always have these ups and downs but the difference is we never quit.. :-)

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday, Leanne!  I hope it's great!

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