I SUCK!!!
My last post was what....the beginning of September? Holy Cow!!! 
In truth I've not been doin' so good. I haven't really gained anything, but then again I haven't lost anything either. And, last night was the first time that I've been to the gym in over a month. Everything was so hard. I felt like SpongeBob in that episode where he pretends to have these great big muscles but in truth they're useless big balloon arms. I swear I had noodle arms by the time I was done. 
I'm just feeling really pathetic at the moment. I'm spending too much time staying up late and then sleeping in and I can't seem to find my sense of direction. Homeschooling is going well but I feel like I could be even more organized and structured than what I've been these past few weeks. Need to get back on track in that department. I've also started working part-time (after 11 years of being out of the work force) and that's got me feeling a little tired and (sadly) grumpy about having to give up my whole week end. Don't get me wrong...we NEED the money and I actually LOVE where I work, it's just going to take me a while to get used to being on my feet working retail for 8 hours a day. Money, huh? It sucks that we need it so much!
Anyway, I've decided that I absolutely MUST get myself back on track (in all aspects of my life). We've got groceries and sports night with the boys, but after that's all done I'm going to sit down and see if I can't do some planning. I hate that I keep fighting the fact that the only really good time for me to go to the gym is early morning (like 6 am), but I might just have to suck it up and start doing it. I'm not getting myself there as it stands now and I need the energy and balance that working out gives me.
Well, that's enough mindless venting for now. DH will be home any second and we have to hit the grocery store.
Later!