Day 1!

So its my first day on extrapounds.com   I'm super excited and feeling pretty confident in myself right now, but part of that might be that i'm on a high from spending time goofing off with my friends. My biggest worries are that i'll get comfortable with myself again and stop pursueing the healthy lifestyle i need... and the great abs i want! Its gonna take a whole lot of self control i guess. If only life were easier...

My problem seems to be that when i'm having a great time with friends i get so high on life that i dont care anymore and give in to my cravings (like right now and i couldnt stop munching on cheesy cheerio trail mix) but then later when i'm at home alone i look at myself and get completely disgusted again. I know its a self destructive life style but for some reason i cant stop.

Ugh! i Need HeLP