Put on some pounds over the holidays, hate to say.  I'm up to 162.5 as of just now.  and I even exercised today.  Got into my Wii Music and danced around for about half an hour or so.  MY mom thought it was quite funny.  I am realizing now that I have to do something.  I used to be so SMALL.  I mean TINY.  I want to be that tiny again, and I am going to have to work for it.  That means less food, more working out.  I mean MAJOR.  I'm so overweight, I'm disgusting.  I can't stand myself any more.  This has to change!

Licorice

 I started my depression day treatment and I'm there from around 9:00 am to 3:00 pm.  I've found I don't eat during the day, don't feel deprived, and even take a walk in the middle of the day!  I have to speak to my therapist because the lunches they serve there are not the healthiest (fried chicken????) and I'd rather eat at home.  I think we have the option of skipping, so I kinda did...

Oh yes, it was my first day (again!) drinking my 32 oz Nalgene bottle.  Boy does water fill you up!  I ended up having to go to the bathroom all day long!  And I only filled up my bottle twice total!

I didn't get any formal exercise in yesterday, there literally wasn't any time. I guess I'm just going to have to settle for the fact that I can't exercise EVERY SINGLE DAY.  Just get little bits in when I can  Not what I had planned, but my nieces and nephew come first in my life, and if I can't exercise because they need my attention then so be it.

Gotta end this now and see how my everyone else is doing!

Licorice

 I'm so sorry it's been a month since I've blogged.  And, unfortunate to say, I seem to have gained about 10 lbs.  Well, that's as of a week ago.  I've upped my exercise and started eating more healthily since then. I'm just too lazy to get up and go to the scale right now  So I'd say I'm about 158 lbs right now.  There are a couple of things that I am doing that are going to get me on the right track though:

I've asked for the "Jillian Michaels Fitness Ultimatum" for my Nintendo Wii for Christmas (I also have Wii Fit!).  Oh yes, and I enjoy Wii Sports Bowling hehe... I bowled my three-year-old niece's character up to Pro Bowler!  Yes, she plays occasionally!  She likes the running on Wii Fit Just stick the remote in her pocket and off she goes!  Turns out, the console or whatever picks up her running even across the house. She gets a kick out of it!

 Nothing fits me.  My weight has gone up to 155.0 lbs. SOMEONE HELP ME!  Kick me in the butt, do what you have to do.  I've lost my job, and I'm just toptally depressed and EATING!  I have to stop.  Totally.  And I have to be accountable for what I am eating.  Like, writing it out in a blog EVERYDAY!  I need to EXERCISE!   Somehow I need more energy and time to do the things I want to do. 

CHRISTMAS CHALLENGE:  LOSE 15 LBS!!!!!!!!!!!!

So I will be 140 lbs if I do this right. I've got about a month or so to do it.  STarting this moment.  WATER.  FIBER. EXERCISE.  That's it, that's my plan.  Sticking to the 800 cals a day OR LESS plan.  That's the way I'm going to do it.  Just like I did last time! I know I can do it!

Licorice

 I feel terrible, I look terrible.  I don't know what to do about my weight.  Take more pills? There.  I need to exercise more.  More and More.  No one's home so maybe I will walk a bit.  God knows I could use it. 

Licorice