I'm here- Finally Plus, new pics
Ok, I know, I know. Bad EP blogger. Yes, I am feeling guilty on my own thanks- LOL
I have been off since Friday morning, but I've been busy as usual. I did hit my 130.0 pounds on Friday morning when I came home and weighed. But TOM came to visit me Saturday morning and now I'll have to wait to see what this coming Fridays WI says. I'm trying for 129.8 or less.
Yes, I know it's not all about numbers on a scale, but it's my "marker" on how well I'm doing with trying to eat like a normal person. Just because someone looks "normal" doesn't mean that they have it all together. If any of you watch Intervention on A&E you'll know what I'm talking about. I think it was Friday night they had a very pretty, very skinny girl on there who binge ate and then purged. She looked like the picture of perfect health and she was right the oppisite. She had the flattest little tummy and she was just so pretty. She was also messed up badly when it came to food. I felt so bad for her.
And I'll tell ya what's weird- where I work they've only seen me @ this weight (between 130-135) so when they say things like "tiny" or "little" and they are referring to me, it's weird. At first I think in my head that they are being smarta$$es, but then it hits me- they don't know what I use to look like. So I'm taking in a few pics to let them see what I've looked like for the past 15 years or so.
So anyways- I'm sorry I still haven't checked up on anyone, and I'm just gonna quit saying I am gonna do it. I'll just do it when I have the time. I'm still trying to learn how to manage my time between work, family and doctors visits for everyone else. I had to cancle an eye appointment for myself twice now because I've been so concerned with everyone elses doctors appts. No big deal, my eyes are fine and the longer I wait to go back and see the doc about them the swelling on the cornea will be much better than it would have been if he seen me last week. So it's all good.
I weighed this morning and I am 132.2 and Friday I was 130.0- TOM came to visit me Saturday morning and so I'm hoping like a crazy woman I will be able to hit 129.8 or less this coming up Friday. I'll work 2 nights, tonight and tomorrow night and then I am off again. As far as I know my Mom's surgery is Friday the 22nd- I have been praying like mad for her.
Ok, I'm gonna go I've gotta get in the shower and get ready, I have a feeling they are gonna call me in early tonight.
((HUGS)) to all 
~Tink~