My Krazy N Frazzled Life

My journey through weight loss and rediscovery.

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  • Name: Krazyfrazzledmom
  • City: Des Moines
  • Region: Iowa
  • Country: United States

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Height: 157.5cm
Start weight: 239.20lb
Current weight: 137.90lb
Goal weight: 130.00lb
Lost to date: 101.30lb
Remaining: 7.90lb

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Well the month of August has been one heck of an emotional rollercoaster ride! I am still on it, but it has slowed down a bit (for now). Let me explain. On Aug 13th my daughter told me she has decided to stay in where her new husband is, instead of coming home (as planned) on Aug 29th. This makes me very sad, as I know I will not see her for a very long time. 
My daughter and I are very close, every thing I do, and every where I go, reminds me of her. We had so much fun together.
I have been very depressed since she left, even more so now since she told me her plans to stay there. This all has hit me like a ton of bricks. I am not sleeping, which makes me even more emotional.
I know, every parent goes through this when their children leave the nest. She has been living out on her own for a little over 2 years now, but now that she is living in another country, it is so much harder.
She has an apartment full of stuff that her dad and I have to pack up and put into storage. That’s real fun. I have to find a home for her hermit crabs. Her 2 birds are here at our house. Her dad said we can’t keep the birds, because they drive him nuts, they drive me nuts too but I don’t think I can just get rid of them, they are her birds. I guess I feel that, that is all I have to hold on too that is tied to her. 

That is all for now…

Comments to this post:

hiya

Hiya, I just wanted you to know that she loves and misses you. You are never too far apart when you are connected at the heart. She will miss her "normal" life. I hope you have a great week.

I'm sorry

I'm sorry you're going through a rough time right now.  Just keep your goal in sight.  You've come too far to turn back now.

Hang in there, hon

I know it must be difficult, but TatumsMom is right, you have done something amazing for yourself, so just don't let this difficult period drive you back to old habits.  Stick with your new healthy lifestyle and find other ways of dealing with these feelings.  I don't have any kids, but I can still imagine how hard this is for you.  When I moved to Australia I left behind a beloved nephew that was close enough to me that he may as well be my kid.  I miss him terribly, but I try to focus on my goals and I remember that he's coming over for another visit next year, so I have that to look forward to.

Thanks!

Thank you everyone for the kind words and encouragement.
I am still having a really hard time excepting that she lives in Jordan now. *sigh*
With all this stress food has become an obsession (again) but then I catch myself, I DO NOT want to go back to where I was before. EVER!
Again, thanks to everyone




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