I am not good at blogging… I am not good with words… So when I am feeling overwhelmed, worried, stressed and anxious my thougths and feelings run wildly through my head and I can't seem to organize them enough to get them out on paper or on this blog. It becomes one big jumbled and scattered mess. I then get overwhelmed and I tell myself "oh just forget it" and sweep it under the run. But right now I am about to bust, so I am going to do my best. Here goes...

I had mentioned in a previous post that my daughter is getting married in Aug. I am happy for them, but also concerned. I'm not going to get into a lot of details, but let me explain a little bit. She... They...  He...   Oh gosh, I don't even know where to start… Aug 1st she is going to get on an airplane (for the first time) and she is going to fly to another country, and that is where the wedding will take place. Of course we won’t be able to attend, for one it's in another country, for another we can't afford to go. I will get to see pictures and videos of the wedding. My heart is heavy and broken because I can't be there with my baby girl.  I can't really talk a whole lot about it with her dad, because he doesn't support her relationship with this guy.

I got to go… I can’t do this right now. Maybe later.