Today is a GOOD day!

Today I went to Wal Mart (where I work) and one of my co-workers said...wow Jill you are looking great!!! It felt so good. It is sometimes hard to stay focused when no one notices that you have lost 36 lbs. Those comments here and there really help my self esteem a lot.

Today, I weighed myself..I am down to 230!!!  One more lb and I am in the 20's. I am so excited. I need to drink more water. I am only getting in about 40 - 50 oz a day. I need more. I have been really watching what I am eating and I am so proud of my self control. I have been walking everyday cept saturday and hopefully tonite I will get out there. That is the plan!!

I broke my toilet today. I was changing the seat and I broke the whole toilet. When I was trying to take the seat off...I was thinking "this is why I need a man around." the screws were all rusted from the boys pissin on it all the time. I couldn't get them off. The seat was mostly broken off with just the rotten screws left attached to the toilet. So, I have a screwdriver, wrench, pliers, hammer.....and I was sweatin like a pig!!!  I was cussin like a sailor!!!!  When I screamed out "THIS IS A BUNCH OF FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!"   ccccrrrrrraaaaaaaaacccccccckkkkkkkkkk!!!! I broke the toilet. Cracked the toilet. I had to call my dad.  To go figure...my bedroom toilet has been not working for about 3 weeks now. Something to do with the "flapper" and maybe it is a good thing that I have been patiently waiting for my dad to come over and fix it.. :o))))  so...i have no where to pee. My dad is coming over tomorrow.

My disappearing husband has sent a few emails here and there. Pretty much critical, rude, accusing, and unforgiving. I sent him one back and pretty much told him that I wasn't responsible for his choices only mine.  His first rude email he made the comment that he was planning on moving to Portland around the first of July. Then after I put him in his place ..he then told me that he wants to move back in around the first of July. I am thinking that she must have given him a 30 day notice. and .. no.. I am NOT  going to let him move back in. Nothing has been resolved since he moved out in Feb. I mean NOTHING!! Just a lot more hurt has accumilated. I don't really know where he is coming from. crazy!!! 

Something so awesome happened last night. I just wish I could share. :o))))))))))  I have had a great weekend!!!!!!