01/23/2007 11:10
Since July 2006...
Since July 2006 I have let myself go. I am almost 300 lbs. How did I do that?? I was down to 239 lbs. I am depressed. I am ashamed. I can't stop. I don't know how. I am trying to do this again. I have never weighted 300 lbs before. even pregnant. I have had a hard time. I joined curves the end of december and I have gone 2 times. I start curves diet class tonite and I start blogging today. I have to do this. I just gotta.

