| Height: | 0.0cm |
| Start weight: | 18st 5.00lb |
| Current weight: | 15st 1.00lb |
| Goal weight: | 12st 7.00lb |
| Lost to date: | 3st 4.00lb |
| Remaining: | 2st 8.00lb |
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WW doesnt seem to be working and Ive tried the core plan before and the 21 points a week on an extra is not enough!! Well I went out friday night and had a fab night!! I felt fat but no where near the way I felt when pregnant so I kinda just lived for the moment!! I felt confident with my face but its still carrying more weight than I would like!!
My birthday is on the 19th november and I would LOVE to lose at least 7lbs by then! Tomorrow... I MUST begin tracking again... its essential!! Not only for my weight loss but for the fact I spent £50 on ww online!!
Im disappointed that I only lost a pound last week... and that I only lost 2 the week before... but Im determined for at least a 2 lb weight loss this week (which is gonna be hard considering the weekend Ive just had 
) I need to lose weight for my health... my knees hurt me so so much!!
Anyways... wish me luck!!
well this is my 3rd day in a row of going to the gym!! I must admit I have the bug 
!! I am feeling better... however Im still so unhappy with it!! Its finally hit me again how big I really am when I tried my halloween outfit on!! I look gross... and still look pregnant if I relax my tummy muscles!! I so LOVE dressing up and I totally know my evening is gonna be ruined!! I thought I would try to get my black corset on that I wore last year for my birthday.... and what do you know... the two ends only just touch my nipples.... forget meeting to do up!! Its so so upsetting I really cannot believe HOW much bigger I am!! Im so uncomfortable in my own body and I hate it... HATE it!! I just dont know what to do... and Im thinking of not going on friday!! How can I enjoy myself when all my friends are so slim and looking good... when I just look like a big fat beast
My friend commented on how much I had lost today which made me happy but still....I need something else. I need a boost... is cambridge diet the answer?? Or maybe diet pills?? I need something Im so upset!!
Now my weekend hasnt been bad by all means! Last night I had a chinese and I picked something quite light.. makes a change to my stodgy fish and chips! Today I had a vegetables dinner etc.. but there is something thats disheartening and frustrating about tracking my points at the weekend!! 
. So Ive decided that on saturdays and sundays Im not going to track my points but by no means does that mean eating in excess! Friday i did the same... but in future I dont want to NOT track on fridays! Otherwise thats like 3 days off!!
So tomorrow its back to using my ww points tracker online and hoping for another weight loss come friday! My weight gets me down so much!! 
Well Ive lost 2lbs.. I am slightly disappointed (I know I said I wouldnt be but hey) Its definetly heading in the right direction! IM gonna be hardcore this week... eeek!!
I cannot believe my feet still dont fit in all my shoes!! I found some that do fit... for next weeks party time... 1 pair I brought a bigger size anyway pre-pregnancy and the other were quite big as well cos they were from New York and about half a size too big previously!! They are both quite tight still and I reckon they are gonna KILL!!! I feel quite unsteady on them!! Prob cos Im carrying so much on top!! 
Went shopping with my 2 younger sisters today!! So jealous of the tops of their legs... too think this time last year I was wearing a mini skirt... and for my birthday last year a bright pink tutu with just black hot pants underneath Its gonna take a while it really is!! I need to be really serious now!! Again this week hasnt been BRILLIANT and if Ive lost 2lbs and not really followed the ww diet I wonder what I COULD have lost!
Bad food is my enemy and excercise is my best friend (I must admit I do seem to have the excercise bug) which is a GOOD thing Im not expecting miracles and my confidence is coming back slightly as I start to tone up etc! God how I wish I didnt eat so darn much in my pregnancy I really really thought it would be easier than this! Especially with all the water I was carrying and still is doc just keeps saying "it takes time"!! Oh well... I have my little girl and her smiles make my heart melt 
Even though I havent stuck to my points 100% this week and had quite a bad weekend Im still excited about being weighed tomorrow!! Im hoping for at least a 2lb loss... so fingers crossed...!!
I have now done 3 spinning classes this week... some abs work (gosh simple sit ups are a killer after not doing them for 12 months and having a baby)! I also did some gym work yesterday before my spinning class!! Im getting keen 
!!
I have a week till the halloween party and thankfully the skirt I want to wear for my witchs outfit fits me so any more loss will be a bonus! Im no longer worrying about what Im going to wear etc! I would like to obviously lose more before the party... as my face, tummy and arms will really benefit! Me and my friends are camera and facebook happy.. so any fat ugly photos will depress me!!
Ive got my fingers crossed for tomorrow... also have another spinning class in the morning
My weight stayed the same from last week on my weigh in at boots... which Im happy about! As cos of my depressing week I kinda went off track a bit!!
I did another spinning class friday morning this time for 45 mins... Im so keen and Im going to stick to doing spinning!! Maybe try and get a body pump class in somewhere!!
Yesterday I went over my points and today also!! I made wiser food choices but it was the evenings that got me!! Just got home from my friends house... x-factor, pizza etc you know the score!?!
BUT.... I was kinda thinking to myself... its fine... If Im fab in the week... my week being sunday to thursday then its ok to have a treat at the weekends!! 
I really need some help to not crave the bad stuff and give in to these cravings!
Less than 2 weeks is this halloween party and I SOOOOOOOOOOOOO want to go!! I need to have lost half a stone AT LEAST!! Lets see if I can do it!!!
After my stupid scales were telling me stupid things Ive decided to weigh myself at boots every friday! That way its an accurate reading, I get a print out and Im no longer gonna be tempted to keep weighing myself on a regular ocassion! (Does no good for my diet)!
Im feeling much more positive today, although shopping in town for another pair of jeans (where my mum was going to treat me) was a dispressing site... I gave up in the end!! Stick with my size 18s for now (which are looser since last week) and aim for my size 16 jeans that I got in the sale today!! 
My spinning class last night went well.... Ill be back to full fitness before I know it 
. My only annoyance was my stupid feet in my stupid trainers!! The water retention in my lower legs and feet make my trainers to small! The pain is HORRID and makes me want to cry!! Must continue to take aqua ban and drink lots of water!!
Ive had a bit of a bad day today... needed to get the chocolate craving and my system (craving it for so long.. due to my 1st period since birth and it lasting a horrid 12 days)!! But its ok... Tomorrow is a new day!! Get an accurate reading from the boots scales (got one last week too) so ! can compare! As I say Im not expecting a huge loss this week, as I have gone over my points! But its a hardcore week from tomorrow!!
