I hate dieting! absolutely hate it yesterday was a bad day....I ate nothing but delicious crap....*sigh* I never stick to anything...I suppose that's because I never see any consequences for my negative behavior I really don't want to get diabetes before I force myself to eat right...so today I'm going to start slow...I'm going to actually eat breakfast for once and eat something healthy for lunch...no more delicious Domino's baked sandwiches...wish me luck! believe me I'll need it!

 well here I am...230lbs I never thought it would get this bad...*sigh* I suppose I could blame it on a number of things...but truth is...Im lazy...pure and simple...I like to eat.. I hate to exercise...but the time has come to make a change...I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror anymore...and that to me is sad...so my friend Heather told me about this site and I decided to give it a go...with the right support hopefully this time I can make a change for good...plus if I reach my goal not only will I be cute and slim again my boyfriend will quit smoking