12/24/2008 07:53
such is life.
wow its been 2 months? what the?! man time flies. im writing to say i havent forgotten about this, well mainly because i tried to go shopping for new clothes the other day, and the size 16 jeans no longer fit, so i went ahead and just bought the 18 without trying it on. well guess what? when i get home to try it on, it does NOT fit. i feel so sick. i went ahead and returned the jeans the following day. went to a different store to try on the 18s, to see if maybe the sizing is just different for each store. but yeah, it didnt fit either. i dont know if im ever going to try on the size 20. it is just absolutely unacceptable! no i refuse to buy a size 20 jeans! NO! NO! NO!
some one tell me what to do! its the holidays and the food is everywhere! tell me something, a mantra you say to keep you from eating anymore.
i havent weight myself. i am afraid to. maybe ill do it now. ok.... (scared)
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bah. its official i am pretty close to 230. so ill just say i am 230 pounds!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
this is bad. soooo bad.
sigh sigh sigh.
some one tell me what to do! its the holidays and the food is everywhere! tell me something, a mantra you say to keep you from eating anymore.
i havent weight myself. i am afraid to. maybe ill do it now. ok.... (scared)
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bah. its official i am pretty close to 230. so ill just say i am 230 pounds!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
this is bad. soooo bad.
sigh sigh sigh.